Grief in the Stereo| Dazai X Male Reader

026 ; Yet it was you.

Dark era!

Your POV.

The room was just as suffocating as always. The walls seemed to close in.

I run a hand through my hair and take deep breaths. I can't stand it anymore I scream.

'I FUCKING HATE YOU MORI! I HATE YOU!! I SWEAR TO GOD WHEN I GET OUT OF HERE I'M GOING TO SLIT YOUR FUCKING THROAT. AND THEN YOU WONT FUCK WITH ME. YOU WONT FUCK WITH MY FUCKING HEAD AND FUCKING—' I stop. I stop banging against the door. I stop ripping my hair out. I stop hyperventilating. I stop screaming. I stop crying. I just stop.

I gasp as I had broken the door open.

Three days. Three long days in that room. No access to food.. water medications.

There is he who broke me.

There is he who will fix me.

I walk out taking in the surroundings. Compared to the room‚ spattered with blood‚ hair and dents‚ it was relatively clean.  I run my hands through my hair. Dazai would know what to do. He could fix me. He could put me back together.

I break into a sprint running as fast as I could out of the building and straight towards the bar. Cars stopped. All of Yokohama stopped. Maybe the whole world stopped.

My blood stained clothes are easily swapped with some from a closed thrift shop. I rush a building over to the hidden bar.

I wrap the coat around my figure as I enter. I was wide eyed. I looked like a freak. I run my free hand through my hair.

I see the brunette and rush up to him speaking at inhuman pace.

'Im out. I got out.' was all I could manage to say normally.

Dazai looks up and me nursing my cheek in his hand before walking outside. I follow him.

The door shuts with a thud and we're alone.

'You did? That's great..' his thumb caresses my cheek softly.

A light kiss is planted to my forehead.

'Im so proud of you my nightshade.' he smiles.

'Don't call me that!' my eyebrows furrow.

'Okay!' he holds his hands up in a surrender.

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Dazai's POV!

He was amazing. But an idiot.

I had slipped a guard 10000 yen (100 dollars or whatever your currency is 💕) to let him go. The guard unlocked the door and let him free.

He let loose a deity above all in the living world.

One who would rule all and dictate a world of pain for those who caused him pain in his upbringing. They would all suffer.

I felt nothing but care for the boy. I don't know why. We weren't close.

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A/N!!!

I LOVE THE DARK ERA!!!

I just wanted to write a breakdown..

Anywhos!!

I spent the whole day.. (5 hours) playing genshin and doing the Tatarasuna quest for.. uh.. Hyperbloom. Anywhos I finally moved on to Sumeru and found out that cigarettes after sex X Genshin dialogue was oddly a good combo. ☝️🤓

I get 200 primos in exactly 8 hours from when I'm writing this (its 12am) because I neglect myself and stayed up watching shameless because I wanted to finish the first season 💕💗❗❗

Anywhos! More quick Genshin section about what I did yesterday. 💗💕 —

I leveled up Al Haitham‚ Neuvilette‚ Xingqiu‚ Bennett‚ Kuki and grinded artifacts. I said fuck this to the marecheusse (is that how you spell it?) level 80 domain because I'm only ar 45 and struggling with any character that isn't Raiden‚ Rosaria‚ Hu Tao or.. wait only those three?!

And tomorrow (TODAY DUMBASS) I have to level up Mappa Mare‚ Iron sting and finish farming those annoying Inazuma versions of the ruin guards for the catch.. I need to fight spectres‚ farm books.. level up Kaeya for imaginarium theatre. Finish the event. Wish on Furina. Cry about not getting a random Kaveh. Realise I hate my life. Realise I have stuff to collect from the blacksmith‚ expeditions and ingredients to collect. Cook. Farm emblem Marecheusse gilded dreams and deepwood memories for my spiral abyss teams:

Team 1: Kuki(LVL 50)‚ Neuvilette (LVL 50/60) Al Haitham(LVL 60)‚ Hu Tao (LVL 70).

Team 2: Bennett(LVL 60/70)‚ Xingqiu(LVL 60/70)‚ Rosaria(LVL 70)‚ Raiden (LVL 80)

Yup and thats a whole a/n on genshin..

And dont forget I need to do bounties‚ do Mori.. ehem! Zhongli's‚ Childes‚ Albedo's‚ Ganyus‚ Baizhu's and Raidens story quests.... ARGH. I ALSO HAVE TO FIGHT BIG ASS WORM AND THE THIBG IN THE CHASM AND THE WEIRDASS ELECTRO SEAHORSE THAT MAKES ME CRY AND THE SILK FLOWERS!! AHDJKFKCKF AND THOSE EREMITE THINGS AND NAKU WEED AND SPECTRAL HUSKD BECAUSE I SUCK AT LEVELING CHARACTERS. AND DONT FORGET THOSE GREASY PUPA. DONT FORGET ABOUT ALL THE LEYLINES.  -SOBS-

Oh and I have to find out where bbg.. I mean.. Balladeer is eventually and fight my bbg.. I mean another Fatui member. Like childe and signora aren't enough?

ANYWHOS I STARTED DRAFTING A PM CHUUYA X ADA MALE READER!! YAYAYAYA 💕💗.. that probably should have gone first.

I STARTED READING THE BSD LIGHT NOVELS TOO.

(Damn bro the autism is showing 😭😭)

IF I WAS IN THE BSD WORLD I WOULD BE A HELPLESS ROMANTIC WITH POES ABILITY OR SUM SHIT I SWEAR 😭😭 LIKE LOOK AT ME.

anywhos. I need me a sleep. After finishing maybe.. 7 fics?

(BY THE TIME THIS IS POSTED ITS PROLLY LIKE 8AM 😶😭)

OML I WAS TALKING TO— OKAY ENOUGH!  Sorry.. for him (literally me apologising for myself.) DID I MENTION THE SCARA X MALE READER FIC IM WORKINF ON?! JDKXIFKIDDJJV I LOVE IT!! OKAY.. WHY AM I WRITING SO MUCH?! ALSO— I'm not spoiling the light novels.

IM COLD ASF (WITHOUT SNOW!!) AND SKFKFJSJS JUST SNOW ALREADY

(EDIT)

ITS 9.55AM RN 💗 I WENT TO BED AROUND 2 FYI AND IM CURRENTLY IN THE CAR 💕 GENSHIN LIVESTREAM TODAY!! STILL CANT BELIEVE I GOT TIGHNARI ON HIS LIMITED. -SOBS IN OG TIGHNARI HAVER- ANYWHOS 17 PITY FURINA WYA?

Personally not going to pull on Siegewenne or Emilie‚ I just don't like the designs ☝️🤓 DPS HAITHAM 💪 CANT BELIEVE MY SISTER WANTS QIQI. BRO WHO NEEDS QIQI WHEN YOU GOT ROSARIA 💕💗 ..IM SORRY FOR NOT MAINING YOU ANYMORE CHONGYUN 😭😭.. PROUD RAIDEN‚ NEUVILETTE AND HAITHAM MAIN 💪 ANYWHOS TOO MUCH WORDS THIS IS LIKE HALF THE CHAPTER.