Are they friends? Or lovers? Because he and Summer are going out together like what couples do. Kissing and sometimes casual sex. Is that ok?, to have sex with a friend?
He really wanted to ask Summer about them. About their affair. But he’s afraid to ask her because there doing fine, maybe it will just mess things up. Maybe it’s not really important to label their relationship, the most important is there happy with each other.
“Tom”
“Hmmmm?”
“I want to tell you that….Im not serious about…this” Summer told him one day that hot summer.
“Oh….uhmmm…okay”he answered, feeling numb.
“Youre okay with it? Because some people freak out”
“No, of course it’s ok with me. You want it to be casual, you know take it slow” I said
“Yeah, casual” she said, and smiled at him.
But deep inside me, I just want to curse, shout and be hysterical. The truth is he doesn’t want it to be casual, he wanted a real relationship, like a real couple, but he thinks that it’s not going to happen.
He doesn’t want that next time he’ll woke up that everything will gone, gone with Summer. So he just has to enjoy every minute and day with Summer.
