FEVER: CHERRY LOVER {✖}

thank you. the end.

yo

long time no update, let alone being around anything jojo related on my part.

i've been meaning to write something genuinely for so long ya'll have no idea... but i never had to courage to do so, and was so caught up with so many personal issues car crashing me it was hard to get up to return. even coming on here just to seek "gay therapy" on lonesome nights lmao. 

before i forward to some lore drop, i want to start by sincerely thank everyone whose read my jotakak stories. never have i genuinely considered it was ever going to blow up, let alone get me to enjoy writing again as i used to when i was in middle school. it has warmed my heart, my head exploding in overwhelming love and attention i've ever received i didn't know how to reciprocate it, and made me excited to look forward to writing than drawing at times. despite i have been meaning to write this for so long, it's hard for me to know what the right words to say. just. thank you. never did i think writing something i enjoyed could make someone else's day/night, week, or even coming back to ask for more. its mind blowing to me. even more so getting a notification here or there of a some new liking, commenting, or adding to their reading lists makes me shocked as ever. yet joyful. 

my biggest regret out of all of this is having to end this silly gay sick adventure without a fulfilled ending. past me did his best going forward with what he could at the time, and even though was expecting me to pick it up for him to complete on his behalf... i just can't. i'm not that same person who enjoyed jotakak as a youngster, forcing all his friends into it, long late nights reading yaoi fanfiction + comics... oh boy what a time. unfortunately, i just don't have that strong dedication/fixation on jojo anymore as i used to. it disappoints and saddens me even most to this day {hell, even the fandom i left it for, dragon ball, i've also distanced from}. maybe one day in the future i'll get that feeling towards this fandom again but all i can really do is just... move forward from it for now, and hope i bump into it on my way. 

overall, i had so many extra stories i wanted to write for jotkak, but i may end up repurposing those ideas for another time, or bring it back for a short time. hell, i wish i could say how i wanted this story to end but after so much time passed i can't remember. it might've been them smashing one more time and going out idk. sprinkled in some angst LMAO. 

thats all i think i have in mind to say. if anyone has questions or concerns, you're free to comment and i'll get to you asap. 

one last time, thank you. thank you reading. it seriously means a lot to me and i'm so happy i made it. im so happy and grateful of the love and interactions i have heavily received from creating this story. hopefully one day i'll return but for now, thank you and goodbye. <3