Forbidden Love! ||JJK X THV X PJM (HALAL FF)||

Chap 17!

Jungkook's POV:

It was 2 am in the morning and I was just sitting in my room. I couldn't sleep nor could I breath. Everything was haunting me. The lights were turned off and everything was pitch black.
Everyone will be with their families but not me. I will be all alone for the next 3 weeks. What will I do? How will I spend this time? Even Taehyung is going else I would have spent my time with him.
"I hate u both, I wish one day u both come to me and beg while lying in my feet. I will never forgive how u both ruined my childhood.", I yelled as tears escaped my eyes.
No one was there to hear my screams. Absolutely no one! No one has ever been there for me. It was I who fought my battles always alone.
The pain in my chest that I was holding wasnt making me live at ease, without knowing I bursted into tears.
"What was my fault that u both left me. I was a young boy, all I wanted was a family. But u both were always selfish. All u cared about was ur needs, ur desires. I never asked for anything except for love. Was it too expensive that u guys weren't able to give me. U left me when I was only 10. I hate u eomma, I hate u appa! I wish I never see u both ever again!", my heart was aching, and my mind lost the power to think.

Author's POV:

He was lying on the floor while shouting and screaming as the tears were rolling down his cheeks. He was holding his blanket in his fists. He never shared his problems with anyone and kept that mountain inside him.

"EOMMAAAAAAA APPAAAAAAAA I MISS U BOTH. PLZ COME BACK TO ME. I WILL BE A GOOD SON. I WONT EVER DO ANYTHING TO DISOBEY U. JUSY PLZ COME BACK ONCE TO ME AND TAKE ME IN UR EMBRACE. THE WORLD IS A CRUEL PLACE. I WANT U BOTH WITH ME. I AM STILL THAT LITTLE JEON WHO IS SCARED OF DARKNESS. PLZ HAVE MERCY ON ME I CANT LIVE WITHOUT U GUYS ANYMORE. PUNISHMENT OF 9 YEARS IS ENOUGH PLZ COME BACK I BEG U!", he screamed as he was crying on the floor.
He yelled, he screamed, he shouted but no one was there to listen to him. No one was there to comfort him, hold him in their embrace and hug him tightly. No matter how much he showed he didn't want anyone or he could handle anything on his own, all he wanted was a little care, a little love and a little attention. Someone who could call him his and accept him.
His parents abandoned him when he was only 10. Ever since then he faced the world all alone. Those festivals which brought joy and happiness to the rest of the world suffocated him, felt like punishment becoz everyone would be with their family but he only had his pain and loneliness to accompany him.
That's why he loved Taehyung and Jimin like his real brothers becoz they were the only source of happiness for him.

He cried so much that his chest and throat started aching and his head was spinning. He cried as if his soul was tearing apart. He cried as if his heart had been ripped from his chest, thrown to the ground, stomped on, set on fire, and then thrown in a basket of bitter tears that were working like acid destroying every inch of it.
He cried as if the weight of all sorrow known to humanity had fallen on him in that single, agonizing moment, crushing his soul and shattering his heart into a thousand unrecoverable pieces, each one an unforgettable remembrance of every loss, regret, and unfulfilled dream that had ever tormented his inner self.

He was in so much pain that now sleep decided to have mercy on his heart and engulf it in it's warm embrace becoz nothing could sooth his soul expect for the temporary peace, the temporary escape that only it could give him. Slowly his eyes shut down and his soul felt flying in some other dimensions. There he laid on the floor like a child who was meant to be sympathized and pity for his hopelessness and helplessness.

In the morning he woke up as the light of sun struck his face from the mid of the curtains.
He sat up on the floor and rubbed his eyes. His stomach was growling due to hunger, but he had nothing at home to eat. It wasn't that he didn't had money. He had enough but it killed him to cook a meal for himself that's why he mostly used to eat from out or from Ms. Eun Byul or Ms. Min Suk's house.
He stretched his body and then went to the bathroom to take a shower. After changing into nice clothes he headed on his bike to search for a good cafe to eat.