skz imagines 🤷‍♀️

♡ blush - chan

the life of an idol was not one for the weak, you knew that much.

it'd always been a dream of yours - shining like that, being a star.

you were never quite sure you were ready for the idol lifestyle, the hate and criticism they faced, the bullying- it was all too much. you weren't perfect, let alone beautiful enough.

you saw hundreds of multi-talented trainees which worried you. your insecurities started to build slowly, making you more self conscious about your talents and what you could bring to the table.

you decided to try your hand at producing, not knowing much about it but wanting to have another hobby that would benefit you and your career.

you didn't think you'd be good at it until you came across 3racha, and more specifically, chan.

you met chan through changbin and you met changbin by accidentally stumbling into him at jype entertainment.

you were reading the large map the helper at the desk had given to you, still trying to find your way to your temporary studio in the unfamiliar building when you walked straight into a large chested figure.

you backed up immediately, hurrying to mumble out an, "i'm so sorry, sir-" and bowing, your cheeks heated with embarrassment.

changbin chuckled, and you soon realized who you had run into, literally, and became even more embarrassed if possible, cursing at yourself in your head.

"it's ok, where are you headed?"

he seemed to understand you were new, although it was quite obvious by the map.

you explained that you needed to be in the studio in about an hour and you wanted to see it beforehand. changbin led you to it and showed you around, even being as nice as letting you see his own studio and some songs he was working on.

it started a friendship, and eventually, it became normal for you to use his studio rather than your own.

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"binnie, i brought lunch!"

you swung the door open, not expecting to find another two sets of eyes looking at you.

"hey, y/n, this is han and bang chan, or j. one and cb97."

you knew about 3racha, yet you never expected to run into them, at least not this way.

"please, call me jisung," the cute chubby cheeked man announced, extending his hand to yours. you shook it nervously, moving onto the next member.

"and call- call me chris or um... chan if you'd like," the guy with black curly hair and adorable dimples introduced, his face red.

he seemed so nervous; nervous about you?

"these are the dumbasses i work with, you can still hang here if you'd like," changbin said, opening the box of food you had rewarded him with.

"yeah, sure, sorry i didn't bring any food for you two, um, jisung and chan."

"it's fine, we'll just steal binnies's food," jisung laughed, snatching his bag.

"ya!-"

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while studying their work process and eating your own food, you noticed how chan kept glancing at you. maybe he thought he was being sly, but it was very obvious.

it made you anxious, someone as pretty as him looking at you as if you were the most gorgeous human on earth.

you started to wonder if you had some left over food on your lips, quickly wiping your face and trying to play it off.