A Silent Observer (Deku Angst)

Wrong number

(A/N: it'll be 50/50 with being a normal story and a chatfic)
Tw: suicidal thoughts...

Izuku's pov:

In a world filled with quirks, 20% of people remain powerless. I was in that 20%. Even then I held onto hope of becoming a hero, that was till that hope was crushed by none other than my idel.

I knew I should have been focusing on what Allmight was saying exactly but I couldn't. All I heard was that it was to dangerous and something about being a cop or doctor or something.
(A/n: Sorry I couldn't find the actual quote anywhere)

After that he left me there on that roof. I just sat there trying to process what just happened. Tears swelled my eyes and my head became fuzzy...
I slowly crawled my way to the edge and just sat there. My legs dangling off the edge.
'I am useless..
I couldn't be a hero...
What was I ever thinking'
I was contemplating on just leaning forward and letting gravity do it's thing but just then my phone buzzed unexpectedly. It caused me to fumble a bit before I regained my poster.

"What the?" I muttered confused, the only people who had my number were mom and kacchan. Mom would normally call and not text and kacchan ? Like heck he would text me ever... I slowly took my phone out of my pocket, if someone texted me the least I could do was reaspond before I jump...no that's not the right word, before I front flipped yes that. Anyways I looked down to see a group chat I was added to.

Nezu added 14 people to the group chat

Everyone online

Midnight: oh? A group chat?

Eraser: ...

Mic: Oh nice!

Lunchrush: what's this?

Nezu: Staff group chat. Way easier than making a meeting and such.

Recovery girl: why do I feel this will go terriblely

Mic: I think this is great! Been meaning to make one myself!!!

Eraser: *sigh*

13: did you just sigh over text? •-•

Eraser: ...yes

"What was this? A groupchat? Full of staff members? What the heck? Should I say that they got the wrong number? Should I just leave? Why do those names look so familiar though..." I muttered to myself as I looked at my phone the next few messages took me by surprise.

Allmight: I am here!!!

Eraser: why though?

Nezu: oh Allmight perfect! Perfect way for me to introduce our newest teacher!

Allmight: Ah yes, sorry for my late arrival I was dealing with a villain and something else.

Eraser: I'm going back to focusing on my patrol

Ectoplasm Went Offline

I quickly turned off my phone. Holy fuck, I was put in a chat with pro heros! Wait did the nezu person say teacher? Wait... I quickly turned my phone back on and went to the Internet and looked up principal nezu...
"Holy shit...holy... UA?!" I said to myself. I fully powered off my phone and put it into my pocket. If they found out they got the wrong number and tracked my phone I was fucked. I would think about that later. If there even was a later.

After a few moments I just looked at the sky...It was slowly getting dark. My head was spinning with thoughts. I decided to replay the day in my head.
'1st. Kaccan told me to take a swab dive off a roof... I mean I'm on a roof now, wait no staff focused.
2nd. A villain attacked me and Allmight saved me...and slapped me rude.
3rd. Allmight practically told me to give up on my dreams.
4th. The UA principal added me to a group chat by accident....UA, Wait should I still try to go there? I should infact be realistic and give up but then I would just be proving kaccan right... Or.. there's one more option" I thought remembering where exactly I was. I looked down at the people and I was about to lean forward but then I hear a voice call out.

"Stop!!"

I looked back to see a homeless man. "Oh don't worry sir I'm just admiring the view!" I called back. Fuck why did someone have to show up. I don't want anyone to watch me die. That's just rude.
I scooted away from the edge and then stood up. I looked at the man a bit closer. He had long black hair, yellow goggles and a gray scarf. 'Wait was this who I think it is?'

"Kid if you're going to look at the view do it from a safe distance." He said with a sigh.

"I'm sorry but are you the pro-hero eraserhead?" I asked slowly a bit unsure. I saw him in a few videos but not many cause of him being an underground hero.

"Yes...how exactly did you know that?" He said clearly a bit shocked of being recognized.

"The goggles paired with scarf.." I said I fought the urge to grab my note book and ask him questions. Plus what's the point of analyzing shit of I won't ever be a hero anyways. Then an idea came to mind.

"Question" I said looking at him.

"What is it kid?" He said clearly a bit unsure on how to answer.

I clenched my fists and looked down a bit. "Do you think a person can become a hero without ever having to use their quirk" I decided to phrase it to where it wasn't obvious I didn't have a quirk just that I didn't want to use one.

(A/N: Nyoom! 2 chapters in 1 day cause I want to write it while fresh in my mind)