A Silent Observer (Deku Angst)

Third time's the charm?

A/N:  longer chapter ahead.
Izuku's Pov:

Sitting down on the roof I looked up at the clouds. It was lunchtime so most people were in the classroom or wherever they normally ate. Most people stayed clear of the roof cause they knew the quirkless boy sat up there. I had completely forgotten my lunch in Eraser's Car not that I really ate it anyways, it normally went to waste just like the dinners. It's been two months since that pro started forcing me to go to school and helping me look for my mom...No luck oh finding her though. I missed her, I mean I guess it's ok as long as she is safe but the problem is that I don't know if she IS safe or not

A loud sound broke me out of my thoughts. Kacchan.... I didn't see or hear I'm approaching. Huh. I look at kacchan and he didn't look happy. He yanked me up and slapped me. WTF? I thought he didn't bother me at lunchtime anymore.

Thinking back why did I think Kacchan was getting nicer? I mean he was only beating me up once a day and only yelling at me in class. But this is Katsuki fucking Bakugo we are talking about.

"Why haven't you changed your high school yet! You damn Deku! You still think you could be a hero?!" He asked. How did he know that I didn't change it... honestly the only reason I haven't is cause it slipped my mind. I just sighed and shrugged. But decided if I wanted to get out of it I had to act like my old self. Slowly I stood up and bowed.

"I just forgot to change it kacchan! I'm sorry! I know a quirkless boy like me could never be a hero!" I exclaimed. I bit my lip, this was humiliating. His goons were probably watching form a safe distance. I wish I just died already...that wasn't a bad idea...I mean the last few time didn't go to well but still...

"Sorry? Oh you will be. You'll wish you took my advice of the swan dive when I first gave it" only if he knew

The next thing I know is that he caused reached hand down close to my face and caused an explosion. He wasn't trying to clear me was he?! No...if he wanted to he could have cause the explosion aimed at my skin...he was just toying with me...I mean the explosion still burned me... badly.
My head was spinning and I tried to think of a way out of this but couldn't...then I got an idea, I didn't want to die not by his hands at least...that's a shit way to die.
"Pause!" I said loudly. Kacchan kinda just froze confused but I continued "before anything I need to do one tiny thing."
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I_Hate_School is online

I_Hate_School: I'm sorry..but bye

I_Hate_School left the chat

Midnight:???

Mic: why is he texting in middle of class

Lunchrush: maybe it's his lunch break

Rat_God: y'all really ignoring the part where he left left

Mic: oh shit-
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I slowly put away my phone.

"Sorry kacchan now that I made sure that was good....where were we? Oh ya! You burned my neck and said I would wish I took the skydive right?" I say slightly to happily.

Kacchan just looked at me confused but shook it off. "What did you do Deku?! Did you call for help?!! Damn idiot!! None would get here in time" He said before grabbing my wrist and causing small explosions burning my wrist.

"Nope...you know killing isn't very heroic...oh I have an idea so that we both can get what we want!" I said grabbing the hand he had on my other arm and yanked it off. Then I gave him a slight push to cause some distance...for this plan it was going to work I would need it.

"What do we both want?" He asked...he wasn't yelling, I guess he was to shocked that I kinda fought back.

"Yep! I want you to become the best hero ever! And you want me dead!" I said clapping my hands together like I had made a decision, I had been slowly back up away from the edge.