A Silent Observer (Deku Angst)

The choices

I slowly woke up and just started up at the ceiling...wait where was I? This wasn't my apartment room. Thinking back it felt all fuzzy...I was on the roof with kacchan, and then I...what did I do again? Oh right I Jumped but then was caught by Eraser. It was all slowly coming back to me.

I sat up and sighed. I gently touched my neck but didn't feel any pain....I could have sworn that Kacchan had burned my neck....I glanced around the room, looked like an informary. My bed was next to a window on my left. I gently tapped it. Bulletproof(or at least shatter proof) and most likely locked. On my right was more beds, cabinets with locks on the. and a yellow caterpillar besides that the room was empty...wait what?

I looked at the yellow cuccon thing confused..just then it started opening....oh it was a sleeping bag. That makes a lot more sense. Sitting up out of it was Eraser. What was this man's deal? I just plopped back down and stared at the ceiling.

"You know I saw you lay back down, and know your awake" he sighed

"I wasn't trying to hide the fact I was, just didn't wanna sit up anymore" I muttered.

"How are you feeling?"

"Sadly... I'm feeling probably the best physically that I have in a while"

"Hm...good seems like Recovery girl was able to heal most of it then... I mean not surprised you slept that long then, considering but not surprised." Eraser said standing up so that I could actually see him.

"And how long was that?" I asked I really didn't want to know but still.

"Two months" he shrugged. I shot back up and looked at him. 2 Months!?! How am I even alive. I looked down to see an IV that I hadn't noticed before...

"Huh....well if it's been two months any news on my mom? By now if you haven't found her people are normally said to be dead" I muttered the last bit but I think eraser still heard it.

"Actually yes, and she is still alive, just went to move in overseas. Apparently she um well..." His voice got a bit unsure like he was about to say something he shouldn't.

"It's fine Eraserhead, as long as she is alive that's all I care about...if she went overseas she probably went to see my dad..." I smiled. At least she wasn't dead...

Eraser just nodded. "Also stop calling me Eraser, it's weird considering how often I see you"

"What do you want me to call you then?" I asked.

"Aizawa, it's what my few students call me anyways."

"Few students?" I asked.

"Ya I end up expelling about 70% of them the first day...Nezu said I'm not allowed to do that next year though" he sighed.

"Um well can I have my phone though?" I inquired.

"Oh right, go into the group chat they'll probably want to know your awake" He said tossing me my phone.
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Little Angel: Hi?

Little Angel: who tf changed my name? And why

Mic: omg he's alive!

Midnight: Izu! Also he was never dead

Mic: -_-

Rat_God: Oh good to see your awake Midoriya

Allmight: oh the quirkless boy

Little Angel: ....

Mic: Allmight! WTF man!

Bomb: not cool

Allmight: ah right....sorry young Midoriya

Lunchrush: oh kid what's your favorite light food

Little Angel: um I don't know?

Meanie: just make him some rice donuts. There easy on the stomach.

Lunchrush: Got it!

Rat_God: now that you'll awake I'll come over with RG, we need to have a little chat.

Rat_God went offline

Little Angel: that's totally not scary ;-;

Recovery Girl: oh don't be deary
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Not even 5 minutes later Nezu comes in with Recovery girl. Recovery girl walked over to be and began examining me. The room was filled with silence. Did they want me to speak first?

"So um...Is there a certain reason I'm here and not a hospital?" I ask, the answer was slightly unclear but still.

"It's cause Recovery Girl is best at what she does" Eraser said...shit I forgot he was there for a hot minute.

"Ah I see...well thank you for healing me ma'am" I said giving it my best fake smiling.

"Anyways, we can give you a few options Midoriya" Nezu suddenly times in...what the hell was the rat talking about?

"Options?" I asked tilting my head still smiling.

"Yes after a third clear attempt of you trying to take your life, me and the staff came up with 3 options. Option One Have one staff member with you at all times, this option would sadly take away a lot of tour freedoms and can be a bit suffocating, but it incures you won't die."
    Nezu seemed to be studying my reaction, which I tried to not let change.
"Second option is we send you to a mental health recovery center, self explanatory really"

"And my third option?" I asked, my face scrunching up none of these options seemed very favorable to me, which cause him to let a small laugh.

"Hahahah! Well the third option is you wear this ring!" He said pulling out a white ring with a blue light.

"That's it?" I asked, it really couldn't be that simple...right?

"Of course not problem child, Power Loader made the ring, once on it'll track your heartbeat, oxygen levels, detect any damage to your body and much more." Eraser timed in.

"Oh and if the ring detects anything off, or you take it off all the staff here will get an alert and your exact location." Nezu finished.

That was a lot of information, I just look down and think and contaplate. (A/N: have fun with his ramble, you can skip it if you want)

"Well option two is clearly out, it would make it almost impossible to do anything, and a care facility would most likely put me on medication. But it would mean that the people here wouldn't have to be bothered by me.... Option one seems bad too...I mean I couldn't fill out any of my notebooks out while heros are watching over my shoulder...the ring is the clear answer but they knew this...they gave me two shit options in hopes it'll would intise me to choose....so in reality they already knew what i would choose and it was never really my choose. That means there probably things about the rings that aren't telling me..I get I'm a kid but then trying to trick me? What the heck? Wait...what about my guardian? What would my mom...oh wait..wait does that make me a orphan?"

I kept mumbling as I kept getting deeper into my thoughts...I was starting to get off topic too..I only stopped when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Hey calm down problem child" Eraser said.

"Huh?" I said confused then I heard it. The heart monitor thingy I was connected to was beeping frantically. I decided to just take a deep breath.

"Sorry about that! Sorry Eraserhead for that, I usually ramble and-"

"I told you to call me Aizawa" He interrupted with a sigh. I just nodded.

"Right sorry Mr. Aizawa, anyways I made my choice." I said turning to Nezu. He was just drinking tea calming, clearly he was slightly amused by this. I just held out my hand, he seemed to get the hint and dropped the ring onto my hand.

(A/n: sorry this took so long, I took like 2 days trying to figure out how I wanted to present the options and what not)