A Silent Observer (Deku Angst)

To Clear One's Head

(A/n: reminder to look in the des for the TWs =})

Izu's Pov:

I was just walking down the hallways of the school, by now I had all of them memorized as well as when all the bells went off, aka when to avoid the crowed hallways. I just let myself think. Ponder. It had been about 3 months since I was adopted, moved into the cabins and everything. Only 4 more months before the hero's entrance exams. Exams I knew I would have no chance in. I had no chance anywhere let's be honest. Why think about this you might ask? Cause I had started to look into high schools a quirk less no one could go too.

 I finally reached the classroom I was searching for 1-A. I opened the door to see not the teacher I was expecting. I shook my head slightly and put on a smile. I entered the room and waited a second, but the mathematics teacher didn't seem to notice me.

"Ah! Hi Mr. Ectoplasm!" I said giving him my best smile. He stopped his lesson and turned to me.

"Oh Midoriya, May I help you?" He asked. I shook my head and looked on the floor for the yellow sleeping bag but no luck, "Ah are you looking for Eraser?" He inquired.

"Mhm, him or pa- Ahem Mic" I said glancing at the few students. There were only about 5 of them.

"They are both in a meeting" He mentioned, and I just sighed disappointed. I didn't want to disturb a meeting.

(A/n: oh yes and disturbing class is just so much better)

"Aww ok, Thanks If that's the case I'm going to watch Power Loader's class!" I said before leaving. In the last few weeks, I found myself just watching the students work. Sadly, I wasn't allowed to make anything myself. Yet anyways. I walked into the development studio and sat onto a crate. 

Everyone noticed me but still worked on what they were working on. What else did I expect? To the students I was just some random kid that watched them time from time. Power Loader seemed to be helping one of the students out with what they seem to be having trouble with. As Always, I just ended up as an observer. After a bit I got bored.

"Hey Bomb Man, Question" I said. Power Loader turned to me confused but gestured for me to continue, "Do you think if I went for a walk outside campus, you could tell the others once they are out of their meeting??? I wanna clear my head and walking is the best way to do that!" I smiled.

"Hm fine whatever be back to your cabin by sundown," he said before going back to helping his students. 

"Ok thanks! I'll get out of your hair now!" I commented before getting up and leaving the classroom. Right out of his hair, I was just a burden to them anyways. I stopped by my cabin before going for my walk. I felt bad, I mean they all seemed to care about me so much. But I was sure this was for the best. 

I walked out of the campus and into the city. What were probably the most easy and painless way to do this. "A Bridge? No there might not be any that would be easy to jump off before someone stops me. Drowning? Defiantly not! That and hanging are some of the most painful ways. Hmmmm maybe i should have grabbed an unfinished invention...nope if i did that and survived then no way Bomb Man would let me anywhere near the studio"

While in my thoughts I guess I was muttering cause soon enough I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned to see a girl about my age. She had blond hair with space buns. She had a crazed look in her eyes.

"Oooo you want to die? Follow me!" She said before skipping off. Though every bone in my body beckoned me not to go with this girl, I mean who says that? But hey if it means she has an idea why not take her suggestion. I ended following her into an alley.

"I don't get how an Alleyway will cause me a painless death...." I muttered under my breath but hey a painless death was a painless death. Shouldn't question how I get it.

"Who said anything about it being painless?" She chirped, my thing I know I feel a stinging in my side. I look down to see a knife in my stomach, she stabbed me?! Not was I was expecting.

"Ok what the hell?!" I shouted looking at the girl who was way too close for comfort.

"What you said you wanted to die, I'm just helping, In return i get your blood!" She smiled happily. Oh great a vampire. Just then I heard a beeping from my ring. I look down to see the one blue light was now flashing red.

"Fuckkkk I forgot about this" I groaned as i slumped against the wall. But hey villain attack isn't a bad way to die now thinking about it.

"Um what's that?" The blond asked backing a way a bit.

"My Anti-Kill myself ring my parents make me wear...I think they've been alerted that My heartrate spiked and am currently dieing.... If you're going to get the blood i would be quick.... stab me an extra time to please? I kind of want to be dead before they get here." I sighed, but when I looked back up the girl was gone. Coward much? She seemed young, maybe its her quirk's influence that drives her to kill? inserting...I mean she knew exactly where to stab me for me to bleed out quickly...I Slowly felt myself slipping out. 

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3rd pov:

*Beep Beep Beep*

As Multiple phones started blaring in the meeting the teachers present pulled out their phones to see an alert that made their blood run cold. They didnt quite get it yet but they would soon, it read.

Heartrate Spike, Low Blood Pressure....Preforming Closer Dianostic, Result Blood Loss.....Sending Location to all heroes in the area. Contacting An Ambulance, In Route.

Not even a second later Power Loader Burst into the meeting room. The Staff there, Nezu, Eraser, Midnight, Mic, Allmight and Hound Dog Looked at him confused expecting an explanation.

"He said he was going for a walk....he can't be more than 10 minutes away! If i knew he would...i wouldn't have let him...." Power Loader huffed clearly, he ran there as fast as he could, then the notification finally set in fully. Izuku. Eraser was the first one out of the room. He decided to take the fast way and used a tree outside as a support as he legit Spiderman down with his scarf. Mic was about to follow but stopped by a white fluff ball.

"There is no use in us all going if an ambulance is on it's was. We can just meet Sho at the hospital." Nezu Explained.

"But that's my son Nezu! I need to make sure he is ok!"

"And you will, at the hospital" Nezu explained.

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Aizawa thought Izuku was doing better, why would he pull a stunt like this now? Aizawa opened his phone and looked at the Gps of where it said the ring was. It was leading him to an alley? Did he jump from a building and land there? This location made no sense for someone killing themselves. These were his thoughts as he finally reached the location. He looked around till he saw the familiar green hair. His eyes widened as he saw the boy. He had a stab wound in middle of his stomach. He lifted the boy in his arms and hugged him. Thankfully there wasn't any more alerts on his phone. That meant the teen was still alive. A second later Eraser heard an ambulance. He rushed to the road with the greenneet in his arms. Like a flash Izuku was loaded into the ambulance and Eraser just following the ambulance his own way.

(A/N: Heh :) took an unexpected turn didn't it. Srry there was alot of fluff not enough Angst)