Shit, you thought Larry was bad?

Impulsiveness and Trust Issues (3)

((Alright, so this whole chapter probably sucks ass... but I'm posting it anyway. Life's been depressing and difficult, and my motivation went right out the window lol. I've been trying for days to write again, bc I desperately need the distraction, but literally couldn't get a proper sentence out. Frankly, this is probably a right mess, BUT I'll go back and fix it up like always.

It's not completely finished yet either /bc, when have I ever posted a finished chapter before HAHA\ but I am still working on it, swear.

Honestly, the only reason I'm posting this at all is to motivate myself bc once it's out there I feel pressured to continue... even though, like, no one is reading it LOL. Anyway... Cutting off my senseless ramblings now, byeee.))

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Some really weird shit has been going on lately, and Edward has no idea what he should do about it, nor does he know if Harry is also aware of it as well and he's just not saying anything out of embarrassment. Either way, he's not sure if he should address the situation or just let it go.

He can't let it go...

Alright, here's the thing; Harry has been getting like... really dopey and passing out or something after they would have sex. He's also done it a couple of times in situations that have caused severe stress. Like when they've fought. Basically, at least from what he's determined; it only happens when Harry is either mentally or physically overwhelmed, or both. Edward was really confused at first and it freaked him the fuck out the first couple of times it happened. It was so scary because he's never seen anyone do anything like that before. But after thinking about it relentlessly for days, he finally realized exactly what was happening.

Harry was dropping into subspace.

Is that the right word for it? He doesn't know, but that's the best term he could come up with.

His extremely sensitive twin has always been easily overwhelmed, and it was obvious from the start that he gets overly excited and overstimulated during sex. To make things worse, they do tend to be pretty rough, remember. So, this really comes as no surprise to Edward. He's just glad he understands what's going on (for the most part), because he's not sure Harry even knows it happens. Each time he comes to after dropping, he doesn't remember it and seems perfectly normal. He plans to research it; he wouldn't want any harm to come to Harry because he was uneducated and accidentally did something wrong.

This is definitely something they should talk about. They need to be on the same page about this, and if Harry really is unaware of all of it then he has a right to know what's happening to him, yes? It will probably be a tense and somewhat uncomfortable conversation, but it's important they have it. He just has no idea how to bring a topic like this up in conversation.

Oh! And the other weird thing that's been happening lately — Harry calls Edward 'daddy' now too, but only when he's in that place in his head.

The first time that happened was the night of the really big fight they had. It had him totally shocked and turned on, and he couldn't stop thinking about it for days. Honestly, he fucking loved it; the circumstances in which he said it is what had him so concerned and confused. Edward has never had a daddy kink before but for some reason, hearing it come out of Harry's mouth was ridiculously hot. He thought about mentioning it because Harry clearly has a secret daddy kink too. Even if he was barely conscious when he said it, it had obviously been on his mind before, but then he never brought it up, so he figured he was embarrassed or regretted it. After all, he would be calling his twin brother 'daddy', and that's just... yeah. Then all the other shit started happening and he realized he may not even know he's saying it at all; that Harry's mind is in too vulnerable of a state to filter his thoughts. Maybe he shouldn't bring the new pet-name up at all; just let Harry bring it to him (if that's what he wants) in his own time?