Longful execution.

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I do not want to become a victim of artificial happiness.
Artificial skin,
this skin
I'm in
is not who I am
inside of my head.
My head is filled with thoughts
and my thoughts filled
with second hand self murder attempts,
please do not ask why I did not use the 's' word,
it will only make things worse.
I am trapped inside of this tunnel,
this tunnel is like any other
stereotypical tunnel
only
this tunnel
has no beginning nor end.
There is no drought nor quench.
And I am neither living nor dead.
Although,
I would like to be quenched and dead
which is a combination of both good and bad
which is what triggers
these thoughts
inside of my head.

But, I guess, everything truly does come to an end.

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