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🎭movie sorrows🎞️

so sorry if it has bad grammar
                            or doesn't make         
                          sense ｡ﾟ(ﾟ'ω'ﾟ)ﾟ｡!!
             TW: sad smg3, swears,   
                      gays, and teasing.
                                -ENJOY!!!-
————————SMG3 POV:
I woke up at 4 pm terribly tired and sad. I've never felt so bad since i moved out. It's such a silly reason why I feel this way though. I just feel like I don't belong to be smg4s friend. I've done so much shit to him and he still smiles at me and forgives me for anything I do. What if he's just faking being friends with me because he feels bad.

God I wanna cry now. I got up off my bed and walked to my bathroom I slammed the door behind me and brushed my teeth. How could I still live knowing the fact of how bad of a person I am. No matter how hard I brushed my teeth I still felt the same. No matter how many good deeds I did I still felt the same. How do I remove the guilt from the past. I spit out my toothpaste and splashed my face with water. I left the bathroom and saw eggdog. He leaped over to me and I hugged him. He always makes me feel better. Today im gonna have a day too myself and watch movies! I got on the elevator still in my pjs and messy hair. I rode up the elevator and got off. I walked over too eggdogs bowl and gave him his food.

What to eat..im not going to eat anything. I'm only going to eat ice cream and maybe that will fill the hole in my heart! I grabbed a big tub of ice cream and walked over to the back and grabbed the remote off the tv stand. I put down the remote and ice cream on the couch right next to my blue blanket. I walked over to the front door and flipped the sign to closed. I was getting like a thousand beeps on my phone but I really couldn't care.

I flopped on the couch and decided to watch brokeback mountain. I started watching the movie and FUCK it was sad and relatable. The only thing is is that I have a loving feeling for smg4 but I know he doesn't like me back. How come it can't be like the romcoms and I can love smg4 normally without getting hurt by my actions. I just want smg4. but im unlovable. No matter how hard I love someone they always get hurt by me. I kept on watching the movie and yep now im crying. eggdog went up too me and hugged my leg.

"e-eggdog..im happy that you l-love me right? If not then..then..IM UNLOVABLEEE!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!" I tried to keep it all in but nope just tears. I kept on eating my ice cream and tears everywhere with eggdog by my side. I got a FaceTime call by smg4. I decided to answer this time but I turned off my camera.

"SMG3!! WHY HAVENT YOU BEEN ANSWERING MY TEXT DUDE ITS LIKE 4:30 👿👿" smg4 looked angry and was pouting. I tried to keep my voice from quivering.

"o-oh. sorry smg4." I said the most expressive way I could at the moment.

"oh shit smg3? Are you okay you sound like really sad."

"no im fine. J-just a little tired that's all!"

"Have you ate anything today three?"

"yea."

"and what have you ate??"

"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU QUESTIONING ME SO MUCH OMG IM FINE!!!"

I hung up and began to weep more. Why do I push away the ones I love? I grabbed my legs and rocked myself. It felt like the tears were burning my face now. God im a mess. I closed my tub of ice cream and threw it in the freezer. My legs felt weak so I just fell on the floor. First im sad now I don't wanna walk im useless..

"*knock* three? are you in there? im sorry i was integrating you so much." Four was at my door but he actually sounded worried. Still. I'm a villain I shouldn't care.

"go away!"

"three. I truly care for you. It hurts me too hear you like this too. If anything is wrong you can tell me about it and I swear I won't use it as blackmail. If I don't want my friends to be sad why do you think I would want to see you sad? You are my best budd and has helped me through many times so I at least want to be hear for you." I hear him become kinda emotional and I was already crying at the second sentence.

"you can come in.." I sniffled still on the floor crying

Smg4 slowly entered my cafe and saw me on the floor crying like a dog. He ran towards me and crouched down.

"holy shit dude! Let me bring you too the couch..!" He said concerned but ended up picking me bridal style running toward the couch in the back and putting me down.
He sat right next to me so I sat up. It was quiet until he looked at the screen.

"IS THAT BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN?! I LOVE BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN AND I ALWAYS CRY TO THIS!!" smg4 screamed in shock and excitement. He decided to watch the movie with me and I did the same. We were both crying and laughing half of the time.

"are you feeling any better smg3 and what was bothering you anyways?"

"oh it's just a silly reason to why I felt this way." I said noticing i was a lot better then before. Until my face got cupped by four and he looked straight into my eyes.

"no reason for you to cry that hard is a silly reason." Four said lovingly wiping away my tears.

"Well it was just that I didn't feel loved at the time and I noticed how selfish that was for me too think that-" I was about to finish my sentence but then I got kissed on the forehead by four. He let go of one of his hands and went to hold mine.

"Damn right you're selfish for that! I love you three." He said that in a tone that I knew he was telling the truth. He hugged me and I hugged him back. I fell backwards and he was on my chest watching the movie.

"I..I love you too four. <3"

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WORD COUNT: 1089

THANK YOU FOR READING!! THE NEXT ONE IM PLANNING ON MAKING IT A BIT SPICY BUT NO SMUT UNLESS THATS WHAT YOU GUYS WANT..😰🙏

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