Another day Another struugle

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I(hely) woke up at 9:00 am and my other siblings are still as sleep. Actually I like waking up at a time where I can do all my works as early as possible by early I mean upto 11:00am , hahahaha that's because I sleep late at night. A typical routine right?

Well , I like doing workout so much it's like my most important part of my daily life ,  can't live without doing it a day.
I have a keen interest in martial art but I haven't given an opportunity yet like I want to get into a good college so that I can pursue my further studies and can get myself enrolled in martial art.

I am just a normal girl with no inborn talents at all!!
For me learning any new things requires a lot of hardwork. I understand things a bit late. And when I ask others to explain me further they get annoyed thinking I am dumb. That's cruel!

I believe even if I have no inborn talents but without even trying to learn something how will I know whether I can do this or not.
People say since you don't have talent don't even try , like when you were born did you know from the starting date that how you had to pick up a spoon? No right. I believe in "I won't give up until I learn it". That's how I am and people think I am stubborn. I am a perfectionist, I need everything to be perfect. That's why I do a lot of hardwork.

They expect a beginner to be a pro. They expect a trainee to be perfect like if the trainee would have been perfect from the start he/she wouldn't have been called trainee at all and haven't enrolled themselves in practice classes, right?

We all are different in some aspect then why certain people wanna impose their thoughts their routine their way of living on others.
We can be different yet beautiful!

My mom doesn't accept that I am different form my siblings. By different I mean I am an introvert and a lot of people don't wanna accept that this is a thing!
I have no talent yet I do hardwork. I am not sharp minded that's why I have to study harder than others. I am a good observer. If I feel this person is not worth talking then I don't that doesn't mean I am such a mean person.

I am just trying to find a peaceful way to live a life and not everything can be solved by marriage!!

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I still have a lot to rant about so stay tuned!!

I hope many of you can relate to this and feel free to share you thoughts.

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