Masochistic Curtain Fall

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i'm no masochist

please don't stand by my bed

wielding that sharp knife

you sadistic spirit of hellish torment!

don't threaten me

o please

put the gun away

don't split my legs apart

and aim at my gory womb

with the bullets of your indignation!

o please!

torrential downpour drown Him out!

i tried to baptise Him

but He wanted to rape my perceived virginity

into oblivions of torture.

the gentle sweep of His hand

as He made me feast from the toilet bowl

that twisted beaming of pride

pride, proud, the proudest daddy

how i spat the arithmetic

the equation to make Him stop

as my mouth swells with the flavour

of His defecation.

i'm no masochist

please don't hurt me-

my eyes are wide and innocent-

but He did.

in every way He assaults my cerebellum.

still i see His face in the dark clubs of Toronto

sweeping the nations like a tsunami

He holds my head under bath water

and asks if i enjoy the taste.

i lubricate and i hate it.

o how i hate his sadism

enough

to swallow not spit.

- ©️ Mars Saturnia

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