When Darkness Turns to Light (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 9; The Blood Lust

Chapter 9; The Blood

Harry's POV

Her episode was over and she yawned like crazy throughout the next one. "Guys, I'm going to take Jess here to bed. Okay?" Her eyes drooped, barely open. They nodded as I picked her up. She seemed really sleepy. Now's not a perfect time.

I quietly walked up the stairs and into her cream colored room. I sat down, setting her beside me. I shifted her hair over to her left side and slowly approached. She was half asleep so I figured it wouldn't be as bad. I bit my lip, contemplating whether or not I should just go for it or ask her first. I decided to take the easy, non awkward way and just say it. "Jessy, babe. I-I need you."

She groaned and swatted her hand away. I assume she didn't hear me. "Jessica, baby, can I ask you a favor?" She nodded sleepily and sat up, turning on the lamp to provide a bit of light into the black room. Only one lighted corner of the room existed currently and we were there. She stretched her arms and yawned."No, no, no. You can lay down," I said in a hushed tone. "W-what's going on?"

I saw a large amount of fear in her previously sleepy eyes. "I-I kinda need to feed, soon. Very soon. If I wait way too long, I could go out of control. Darling, are you okay with that?" I explained, gesturing to her neck. She looked a bit confused. "Okay with what?" she asked. "Okay with letting me feed from you..." I answered, feeling more ashamed of what I am than ever.

"Harry, I'm scared," she admitted in a hushed whisper. "I wouldn't ever do anything to hurt you. I promise you, Jess. I'm in love with you." Her face went pale, then it flushed into a blush. "I-I guess I can trust you," she asnwered. "Of course you can." She shifted in her spot, trying to make herself atleast a bit comfortable. "W-wait! One question before you do. Does it hurt?" I nodded shamefully.

She pursed her lips in concentration of thought. "Go ahead," she croaked. I searched into her eyes for a genuine approval. "Harry, just do it," she whispered, tangling her finger tips into my chestnut colored locks. "So brave." I murmered. I moved her hair to the side once again and approached her throat.

I kissed her neck gently. "Just get it over with," she whispered, trying to be as brave as I though she was. Her blood smelled so sweet, I feel as though I've been waiting all my life for this and that is a long, long time.

Jess's POV

His teeth scraped my neck. I shut my eyes in fear of the pain."I-I'm so sorry," he croaked. He bit slowly and I felt a fiery pain in my neck. It burned like hell! My breath quickened and I felt my crimson shaded blood being sucked out. I screamed in pain. My lfe was flashing before my eyes. He caressed my face gently, trying to calm me. Then, I felt his fangs exit and his tongue on my wounds.

He licked up all of my dripping blood and kissed my neck where he bit. "It'll get better, I promise," he whispered into my neck. He looked into my eyes while mine gazed into his. My pupils flickered from his eyes to his plump mouth. I noticed a small stream of blood on his lips to his chin.

He leaned in to kiss me, but I paused him. "Wipe your mouth, babe," I whispered. His fingers ran across his lips. "You missed some," I told him. "Where?" I slid my finger down his chin, and flicked my finger upwards to collect it. He stared at my blood covered finger. I brought it to his mouth and he licked it, still gazing into my eyes. I saw his red eyes turn green, but not the average green they normally were.

No, I saw a darker shade. Almost seeing something like... Lust? He licked his lips and looked as though he wanted to attack me at this moment. My first instict was to sit up and hug him so I sat upright. My arms went to wrap around his neck but he grabbed my wrists and pushed me back into the sheets.

"Harry, what are you-." I started but he cut me off. He shoved his lips onto mine. He shifted his legs so he was in the position to straddle me. Out of my control, my eyes fluttered shut, enjoying the kiss. His tongue swiped my bottom lip, pleading for entrance into my mouth. I granted him access. He pulled back, leaving me breathless and in shock. 'That was so intense. I hope that happens again,' I thought to myself.

"Sorry about that. I don't know what took over me. But that was amazing," he said, dropping beside me. "Damn right it was," I said quietly, staring at the ceiling. "I heard that," he chuckled. "Do you think I don't know that? Anyways, why did you do that?" I asked.

Harry's POV

"Anyways," she paused, "why did you do that?" I gulped. I really don't feel like explaining the whole blood-lust mating idea. It feels awkward and this is my first time needing to explain it. "Erm... I felt l-like it," I lied. "Harry, I know your lying." Damn you stuttering!

"I did that because... When a vampire tastes the blood of their mate, they get this urge. It's kind of like hormones but for vampires. Humans get, erm, horny and vampires get blood-lust. Even if we haven't tasted the blood of our mate recently, the sight or even the scent of it can drive us into this frenzy. It's like we need to have.... You know." Her mouth formed a small o shape.

I really felt weird explaining a vampire's urge to have... That. Atleast I didn't have to explain the whole thing about protection and the need of it. Thank God she didn't ask about that. "Oh. Sorry for making you explain that," she appologized. "It's alright, sweetheart," I answered. "Now get some sleep. We have big plans for tomorrow."

She opened her mouth to speak, I assume to ask what the plans were. "Goodnight, Harry," she said instead. "Night, Jessy. Sweet dreams," I whispered. She turned to face me and scooted in to my chest. I pulled the duvet over her and wrapped my arms around her waist. Her eyes shut slowly and she drifted off to a deep sleep. I heard her light snores clearly.

I drifted into the whole thought of our future. 'Could we have children? Well, yeah we could. Would she want to have children? Depends. Wait, why am I thinking of children before marriage? Alright marriage first. Would she want to marry me? I think so. When would she want to? A few years from now. When should I change her? Never. Get that thought out of your head, Harry! You'll NEVER put her through that pain.'

I sighed, thinking of the pain I caused her tonight. 'But what will you do when she dies?' I reminded myself. 'I guess I'll change her.... Eventually. She did say she'd consider it a few days ago.' The pain I caused her reminded me of how sweet and delicious her blood was.

'I bet she's A Negative. That's probably right. A Negative is always the best. I feel like a creep thinking of her blood but I am who I am and she loves me for that.... She loves me.' I remembered. 'She'd do anything for me. I'd do anything and everything for her. She's my world and I'm hers.' With that, I watched her shuffle in her sleep and listened to her talk in her sleep.

______________________A/N- Hiiiiii! Haven't updated in about 10 or so days so I did!(: Harreh was a bit of a creep in this chapter but oh well! Didn't proof read so please don't be mad if there are errors. Love ya.

Song of the Chapter-Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis

I love that song. It was actually my inspiration for the chapter. Bleeding. Love. Get it? No? Well I do so yes, it makes sense. Anyways... LUFF YA READERS!

-Jess Styles xx