I Felt It

Crying anywhere

I tried and tried
But I cried and cried
Over again....
Trying to get over him
I hated him
I murdered him
In my mind...
Thoughts of him run like a suicide
And always reside
In my head
Where I felt dead
With Depression
Anxiously not over him
While I hold on to my tears
With fears
I might just lose it all....
With no context
No reason
Just cause
I fell hard
To a boy
Who couldn't love me
Nor date me
As he holds another girl
As I choose the bear
But I'm still crying
Until one day
I won't cry