Alone

(Part 11)

Mia's pov-

I vote... for Rodger to keep the nursery's. i know it was selfish. but this is all i have ever wanted. they would understand. right? i turned to them and i could see the disappointment on there faces. i had let them down. without a word Rodger handed me the envelope and left. Siobhan followed. leaving me alone with the siblings and Marjorie. "Wow Mia. you couldn't have just voted our way?" reece said, well technically shouted. "I know i'm sorry but you don't understand i needed this." i could tell i hurt him. but i was not about to give this up. "no Mia you didn't need it. ur so selfish. you just chose a man who didn't even want you over ur own friends" now that hurt. i could see he instantly regretted what he said but he didn't apologise. "Reece i said I'm sorry. would you not have done the same if it was ur mother?" of course he wouldn't. that's what makes reece such a better person that me. "No Mia i wouldn't if it meant hurting the people i love" and with that me pushed passed me along with Autumn and Marjorie. i wanted to go after them but what could i say? what's done is done i made my choice. i just know it's the right one. i decided to get out of this town. at least i wouldn't have to see them anymore. the only thing that was holding me back was Charlotte. i went home and started packing. i had book a plane ticket and was going to see my dad. just as i was zipping up my suitcase i heard a knock at my door. i was confused because i hadn't been expecting anyone and i couldn't think of anyone who would actually want to see me right now. i opened the door to see Charlotte standing there. she looked pissed. "Mia tell me you didn't" well at-lest i didn't have to be the one to tell her. "yes Charlotte i did okay? i was selfish. but you don't understand how much i needed this" she rolls her eyes. "ur always selfish Mia. everything you do is for urself. you always have an ulterior motive. you couldn't do something for anyone but urself for once?" i could feel tears in my eyes but i refused to cry infront of her. i see her look behind me and my suitcase. "And you were planning on leaving? not even a goodbye? seriously, i thought i meant something to you!" she was practically screaming in my face now. there were tears rolling down both our cheeks. "you do mean something to me Charlotte. you mean so much to me. and i'm sorry" i reach for her hand but she pulls away. "Well clearly i don't if you were just going to pack up and leave me!" she was right. i should have told her, but i was scared on how she would react. "I know Char I'm sorry" she still looks mad but i don't know what she wants me to do i have already apologised. "Sorry isn't going to cut it Mia. you can't keep doing things like this and expect everyone to still speak you. whatever we had going on it's over. my heart literally crushed when she said those words. she goes to walk away and i grab her arm "No please Char wait i love you" i didn't even mean to say it. it just slipped out. she looks shocked at first but then pulls her arm away from me and says. " i hate you" and with that she walks away getting into her car and leaving me standing there. i quickly threw my suitcase into my car and started driving to the airport. i was never coming back to this town. there wear tears rolling down my cheeks. i could barely see through the tears and i knew i shouldn't be driving like this. just then a car speeds out infront of me and i Crash right into it. my car flips upside down and that's the last thing i remember.

A/N
i am so sorry please don't hate me. 🤗🙏