Struggling

Chapter 4

* Noah was getting confused he saw Charlie he couldn't face him

Charlie *goes to Noah puts something in his hand

Noah *looks at it

- my house at 4pm

* Noah didn't know what to feel

* Noah eat and he did his work

Sara : hi
Noah : hey
Sara : want to hang out at 4
Noah : I'm actually hanging out with Charlie but tomorrow maybe I could
Sara : okay let me know

* Noah went to class

* at 4pm

* Charlie was home

* Noah knocked on the door

Emily *answers door : he's in his room *shouts : Charlie Noah's here

* Noah walked in and he goes to Charlie's room he opens the door sees him on the bed he put his bag down and looks at Charlie

Charlie *goes to him
Noah *looks at him
Charlie : you came *goes closer
Noah *pins him again the wall he has his hand on his jacket : you need to stop this you're confusing me
Charlie : see I am in your head am I every day every night aren't l
Noah : shut up *grabs him
Charlie : what you gonna do Noah your gonna hit me
Noah *looks at him and kisses him
Charlie * puts his hands on his cheek
Noah *looked the door puts his arms around his waist
Charlie *takes Noah's  coat off
Noah *takes Charlie's jacket off

* they started to make out Charlie got on top
Of him on the bed

* Noah moans into the kiss

* door knocked

Noah *pulls away

Charlie : what
Emily : there's a boy here
Charlie : name
Emily : Tommy
Charlie : oh no
Noah : what
Charlie : he's the boy I was taking about couple years ago
Noah : Tommy
Charlie : yea

* Noah sat on the bed Charlie unlocked the door and opened it

Tommy : hey I thought maybe oh you have company
Charlie : Noah Tommy Tommy Noah
Tommy : guess you've moved on
Noah *looks scared and terrified
Charlie : he's my best friend
Tommy : oh so you're available
Noah : no he's not available he's told me about you you hit him every day you don't get to have him anymore
Tommy : fine *walks out
Charlie *shut the door : jealous
Noah : shut up
Charlie *sits next to him
Noah : I can we keep this secret
Charlie : of course
Noah : thanks *looks at his hands
Charlie *grabs his hand: you're cute when you worry

* Noah left about 1 hour ago

* Noah headed home

* Noah eat with Tim and Lucy

Tim : everything okay
Noah : yeah it is
Tim : good so I need to talk to you Lucy's now my girlfriend
Noah : good for you
Tim : Noah what's up she's been here since 1 week ago
Noah : I get it she's not replacing mom don't have to have this conversation
Tim : Noah I get it you miss your mom
Noah : no you don't get it you don't get it that wish I could smell her perfume I wish I could smell her clothes I wish I could hear her laugh see her smile I wish I could see how she made me laugh ever single day dad so no you don't get it
Tim : I
Noah : I'm staying at a friends *runs out
Lucy : let him go call his friend mom or dad
Tim : I'll call Charlie

* Charlie knew where Noah would be he saw Noah and the graveyard he goes to him puts a hand on his shoulder

Noah *hugs him
Charlie *put a hand through his hair : everything gonna be okay come on let's go

* Noah got up into Noah's mom car and headed home

* they arrived home

* Noah goes into Charlie's room he changed into some black joggers and a white T-shirt he goes into Charlie's bed

* Charlie changed into his pyjamas he shut the door locked it he gets into bed puts an arm around Noah

* Noah put his head into Charlie's chest and cuddled into him

* oh Noah it's gonna be okay

* hope you liked this chapter