For Better Or Worse

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Camilla's POV:

I went to the flower shop and got Jennifer a big bouquet of roses and I went to her favorite restaurant and got her favorite food then I head home. I know this won't make everything right but it's a start for my behavior lately.

I walk inside to see Roslyn and Juliana asleep so I walk into my room where Jennifer was still reading her book.

"Where'd you go?" She says still reading the book

"I went out to think, sorry I didn't call but I got you these" I sit everything on the bed

She looks me in my eye

"I know nothing makes up for how I've been acting lately but I've noticed how my actions effect not only me and for that I'm sorry"

I give her a half smile and start to walk out but she grabs my arm and pulls me into a soft kiss.

"Whats the real reason you work so much Cam?" She asks me

"I... work is my scapegoat love... it allows me to protect those that I love and I can't just sit back and do nothing about all the bad in the world"

"But you can't save everyone and once in a while you have to let people protect and love you"

"It's not something I've ever done" I say softly

"Well I had you for a second but then you jumped out of my arms, 80/20 babe, you just took my role" she says

"Is it too late for the roles to reverse to what they once were?" I tear up

"Never" she kisses my forehead

"I feel so horrible" I say

"Babe.. I just want you to focus on us okay? Can you do that?"

"I can do that but first I want to take you out" I say

"Take me out?" She raises her eyebrows

"Yes" I say

"You mean you want to have sex" she says

"No!"

"I think that's what you mean, you want to get in my pants?" She says

"That's not what I mean!"

"Cam-"

"Please Jennifer, just a date!" I say

"It's okay if you just want sex Cam" she smiles

"I don't want sex!"

"Oh so you don't want to have sex with me?" She frowns

"Of course I want to have sex with you-"

"So you do want to have sex?"

"Not on our date!"

"So after our date?"

"Is that what you want?"

"Is that not what you want?"

"Jennifer id love to get in your pants I-"

"So you do just want to get in my pants"

"Are you messing with me?"

"I'm just asking simple questions" she bites her lip

She looks up at me with a taunting expression so I pull her in by the neck for a dirty kiss.

"If you want to have sex Jennifer, all you have to do is ask" I say

"I want you to fuck me Doctor Bass" she says in a raspy tone