Gajra:- A Love Tale

Chapter 25 (Shattered)

Comments mein faltu bol skte ho but jayada nhi and yeah mereko pta chla hai ki meine Kaushal ki badi mom ka name glt likh diya kuch chapters mein, she's Rajni but i was writing Rachna for few weeks😭😭

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Poonam wakes up from her slumber and saw herself on bed, but I was on floor, then how come I'm here on floor? She thought, when she saw him entering in room while wearing trouser and wiping his hairs. He gave her a look before telling her to fresh n up and eat.

Poonam saw him leaving the room with his laptop, as he left tears started flowing from her eyes. She looked at the plate with blank face and again laid down on bed without eating, she knew that she was punishing her baby with herself but she can't eat when her whole being is crying.

She stared at the moon from her room's window, why this happening God? Why? She thought. she was questioning herself in mind that what made him change his behavior towards her? What made him behave distantly towards her? Doesn't he love her anymore? Doesn't he want her anymore?

Kaushal entered in their room after 2 hours and saw the plate of food untouched, he cleaned his jaw and looked at her in anger. But when he saw her tear stricken face, he felt a pang in his heart but he shrugged the thought away and covered the plate with lid before moving towards couch to sleep on it.

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Poonam opened her eyes as sunrays kissed her face, she felt her head throbbing in pain. She moved her eyes to her side but found none, she quickly sat on bed and saw him sleeping on couch in a very uncomfortable condition. "Ab mere sath sona bhi gawara nhi aapko?" She mumbled to herself and again tears started forming in her eyes but she controlled herself. She went near him and crouched down to his level. she slowly placed her left hand on his hairs.
(Now you can't tolerate to sleep with me)

As he felt someone's presence near him he frowned in sleep but when she started running her hand through his scalp and placed a kiss on his forehead, his frown disappears and he had a calm expression. She stared at his handsome-self, for her he has the most beautiful and attractive face. His brown eyes and brown hairs looks so dreamy and match well with each other and he got a long and pointed nose and his lips, they are light pinkish in colour and small in size, he has a normal jawline and a long slender neck. For her the most attractive thing in his body is his nose and eyes.

She slowly leaned against him and placed her lips on his lips, she didn't move just let her lips stay on his. She removed her lips from his lips when she felt him moving in his sleep.

She was saw him opening his eyes, so she moved away from his face but still sitting on same place. Kaushal opened his eyes and saw her sitting there on her knees and looking at him with a lovely smile, her smile made his heart flutter for minute and was about to smile back when memory of that day started running in his mind. He closed his eyes for minute before he stands up from couch and went inside the washroom, completely ignoring the lady who was sitting in front of him with lots of hopes in her eyes but he shattered them again.

She saw him coming out from washroom and he had already showered and now finding his clothes to wear, she went near him and hugged him from back and cried harder while complaining to him. Kaushal didn't react on anything, just let her cry but got shocked when she said "Aap humare bache ke sath aisa kese kr skte hai ji? Apko khud ke bache se pyar nhi?"
(How can you do this with your own child? Don't you love your child?)

He was shocked to say anything, he just turn around and looked at her with wide eyes while she looked at him tears in her eyes and her lips wobbling. he couldn't belive in his ears but she nodded her head in positive giving him clarification that she's really pregnant. She thought he'll be happy and will hug her tightly but what he did made her shocked, he pushed her away from him making her stumble but she managed herself to not fall back and looked at him with confusion and was about to ask when he said those words, the words she never wanted to hear, the words who were ripping her whole self inside, the words who shattered her heart in million pieces, she felt disgusting and disgusting in herself.

"Kya yeh mera bacha hai?"
(Is it mine?)

......................... To be continued

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