Gajra:- A Love Tale

Chapter 37 (Lost her)

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Kaushal went to Mishra's Mansion, he had changed into neat clothes before coming there. The atmosphere of mansion seemed gloomy and silent, unusual to other days. He saw so many people entering the mansion wearing white clothes and some were crying, even his in-laws were there too. He felt something is wrong, something terrible happened but he shrugged off those feelings and enter inside with a smile on his face but screamed at the scene infront of him.

His wife was laying down on floor while hugging a small baby close to her heart, her eyes were close as if she was trying to feel warmth of her baby. When some ladies tried to take the baby away from her, she came out from her trance and opened her eyes. They all were pleading her to let them take the baby and give him a respectful farewell. By hearing their words she hurriedly sat up and clutched the baby tight in her chest, shouting at them to go away from her and her baby. Her condition was worsen, she was in hospital dress and her face was pale with dark eye under her eyes. He heard some nurses trying to calm her down otherwise it will cause a harm to her and her second baby.

Kaushal felt a sting pain on his left cheek, making his face jerk. He saw Suraj, Poonam's brother standing infront and was ready throw him another punch, when Raj held me trying to calm him. But he was just standing there numb, he doesn't know what happened there and no one even telling him, but he knows that something terrible has happened to his baby and his wife. He felt the sudden fear of losing his child but seeing her condition was making him feel week and helpless. and  He slowly went near her and hugged her while she was still throwing her hands and shouting.
"Bas, kr Jaan. Kya hua tujhe bta mujhe, bta na" He tried to make him calm but she was still not in situation to feel that he's near her or something. She started biting on his shoulder to make him leave her. He hiss in pain but denied to leave her and thankfully after trying for some more time, he was able to make calm. And then she started crying, with each second her cries increases. She collapsed on his shoulder while crying making her hold loose on baby and the baby came in his lap. He see the baby's face for first time, due to premature dilivery the baby's wasn't fully formed but by looking at the little detailings he could guess that it was GIRL and he lost her, tears started rolling down on his cheeks. Some nurses took Poonam with them to their room and doctor was following them. Kaushal touched his baby's face with his trembling hands, a sob broke out from his mouth as soon his face touched her little face. He clutched the baby close to his chest and cried shaking his head. This can't happen, it's not true. My baby ahhhh she is there she is alive, no it's a bad dream noooooo, control Kaushal close your eyes, it's not real it's a dream  Kaushal closed his eyes on his heart command, his heart was in self denial and wanted him to believe that.

For the first time, in their life they saw a terrible Kaushal infront of them. Raj went near him and touched his shoulder which made Kaushal open his eyes and he saw that it's real, it was not a dream. He looked at Raj with tears in his eyes making the other also tear up at his state. "Kaushal chali gyi wo" Raj tried to make him come into reality but the stubborn father in Kaushal didn't let him believe him and he stood up taking his daughter with him and tried to ran outside but was stopped by Arvind, who was also in tears.

"Beta, so sach mein chli gyi. Laa uske kriya karam-" before Arvind could complete his words, Kaushal shouted at him "nahii, nahii. Meri bachi nhi gyi mujhe chod kr samjhe aap. Himmat kese Hui Aisa bolne ki haan? Mujhs pta hai wo apne papa se gussa hai kyuki uske papa ne uski mumma ko dukh diya, i know she's here with me"

Everyone felt nothing but pity for the father who was begging this to be just a nightmare. Mahendra saw his condition and it broke his heart, he saw himself in him. He still remember that day when he get to know about Vihaan's death, he remembers how much he cried, begged to almighty to let it be a just a bad dream fo his, but it wasn't.

Mahendra went near him and hugged him, for the very first time in his conscious state. Kaushal who was still not in his right state mind, pushed him away and screamed, "I'll not, mein apni beti ko khudse door nhi honge dunga jaise aap sabne  meri maa aur bhai ko cheen liya tha, nahiiiiii"

His sentence made the people present there whisper among each other and Mishra's to stood numb at his outburst. But Kaushal didn't stop today and show them their true faces, "nooo, mein apko wo sab nhi doharane dunga. Mein apni beti ko ap sab ko nhi dunga, wo meri hai aur meri hi rhegi. Mujhe pta hai jaise aap sabne meri maa aur bhai ko mujhse cheen kr maut ke hawale kr diya tha, wese hi aap sab meri beti ke sath bhi Krna chahte h ya sayad meri Poonam ke sath bhi. Par yaad rkhna mein wo 5 saal ka bacha nhi hu ab jise majbooran salon phle apni barbadi ka khel dekhna pada, agr meri biwi ya bache ko hath bhi lagaya toh tum sab ko jaan le lunga mein, yeh KAUSHAL KA NHI RIHAAN SHELLY DAVID KA VADA HAI AAP SAB SE aur aap sab niklo yhan se"

His words made the people present there stand numb in their place, Mishra's can be this cruel they never imagined. People fearful of Kaushal's outburst. His in-laws were confused by the things happened just a second ago, what does he mean by killing his mother and brother but aren't they alive?

Suraj, irritated and confused of all things asked to them while shouting, "kya ho rha hai yeh sab? Aur yeh admi kya bakwas kr rha hai? Kya maa aur bhai? Kya iske maa aur bhai jinda nhi?"

"NAHIIII, MERE MAA AUR BHAI KO SAALON PHLE GAJENDRA MISHRA NE MAR DIYA. MEIN MAHENDRA MISHRA KI NAJAYAZ AULAD HOON." His answer made Poonam's parents to step back in shock and Suraj numb on his place. Mishra's lowered there eyes down except him, his father.

Kaushal pushed away Arvind and leaved the mansion, still holding his little baby's dead body in his hand. He saw his car there and sat inside and ordered his driver to take to xyz graveyard. He looked at his daughter and cried, his whole body was shaking due to his crying. His driver who was with him since he started his own company and loyal to him. He felt pity for his boss.

They reached at the place in 15 minutes, Kaushal went near his mother's grave holding his daughter in his arms, he sat infront of the grave, even though he hates dirt but today his senses were block, only his daughter matters to him at the moment. He placed her on his mother's grave and placed his head also. He hugged his daughter with one arm and hugged the grave with his other hand. "Mamma, meet her. She's your granddaughter, see she came here to meet you mumma. But sadly she left before I could make her say Hello to you, mumma she also left me why maa whyy? Why can't this god of yours see me happy, atleast for once? Why mumma whyyyyy? What did i have done to him that he's punishing me like this? Mumma I'm tired, I'm tired from all this, from all your god's tests. Mumma my baby also went to you leaving her parents behind, please take care of her for us, for me mumma. I'm sorry mumma I'm no different from them, I also snatched Poonam's baby from her just like they snatched you from me. Sorry mumma, sorry.

Kaushal cried, cried harder with each passing second. He thought today will be his happiest day but he turned into the worst day of his life. He lost her, he lost his part, he lost her before he could even hold her, he lost her before he could hear her giggles. He screamed, he screamed for his daughter. Alsa! Sometimes god even turn heartless for his childs.

To be continued and yeah atleast 15 comments for new chapter