Ones Love Can Be So Strong Between Two People (A Rammstein Love Story)

Chapter 80- Ashamed/Annual Check Ups?

*The Next Morning*

(Maisie's POV)

"Maisie my love" I heard Till and felt the bed dip; I pulled my head out of the duvet and saw Till smiling soft at me with a cup of coffee within his hands.

"Aw thank you baby" I smiled grabbing the mug off him and took a sip "are you alright my love" Till asked caressing my right cheek "I feel exhausted" I sighed as I laid back down and buried myself within the covers "does your body feel psychically exhausted" Till asked "it feels it...is this my new normal" I asked looking at him.

"It must be because your previous steroid medication you had in the hospital is wearing off now baby" Till smiled soft at me before he planted his lips to my forehead.

"Come on babygirl; we need to get going" Till stood up and walked over to one of our new Ikea drawers and began to pull out some boxers, socks, sweatpants, a Rammstein t-shirt and hoodie.

"Do you need help getting dressed" he asked walking towards me and laid the clothes upon the bed "no I'm good baby, thank you" I smiled up at him as I finished my brew and placed it upon the bedside table "alright my love; I'll be downstairs, just shout if you need me" Till kissed my forehead once again before he exited the room. 

I pulled the duvet from me and sat up, dangling my legs against the bed frame as I fought to fight the exhaustion that was coursing through my body. 

I have never experienced exhaustion like this before and I don't know how I am going to be able to cope for how long I will be like this...I just know I need to keep Till as my support system. 

I began to strip and I quickly got changed into the clothes Till picked out and I carefully made my way to the bathroom to brush my teeth and hair. 

After I did what I needed to do; I began to slowly walk downstairs but each step I took came with a surge of pain through my heart which ached excruciatingly. 

"Till, Till" I tried calling as I sat at the bottom of the stairs "babygirl what are you doing" Till rushed over to me in a frightened panic "are you alright...you shouldn't be walking Maisie" Till sighed sadly, caressing my cheeks with his hands "I'm sorry Till...I just wanted some independence" I sighed.

"I know baby; it's going to be a tough few months" Till embraced me within his arms "do you really think that's how long it's going to take to recover" I asked as we pulled away "I don't know babygirl; let's go to the doctors and ask these questions and find out" Till tried to be positive; I could only nod and smile before Till picked me up bridal style and gently placed me within the car. 

Till locked up the house and he soon got into the car and he started driving down to this private doctor. 

"Have you thought about any designs for the en suite" Till asked as he placed one hand upon my thigh to give me comfort "definitely a black theme but are you sure we can fit an en suite in the master bedroom" I asked looking at Till "we will need a structural engineer to draw up some plans but we can fit one" Till explained as he continued to drive. 

As much as I want an en suite in the master bedroom; I also didn't see any point considering we actually have a downstairs toilet and the bathroom on the next floor but Till and I have both agreed as long as I get a corner bath. 

We soon arrived at the doctors and Till parked up and got my wheelchair out of the boot of the car and wheeled it next to the passenger seat.

"Do you need help baby" Till asked as I opened the car door "no I'm ok baby" I smiled before I slowly got out of my seat and gently settled myself within my wheelchair, realising that familiar feeling of shame and embarrassment had returned.