Ones Love Can Be So Strong Between Two People (A Rammstein Love Story)

Chapter 79- Supposed To Happen

*2 Hours Later*

(Till's POV)

It's a few hours later; I have done what I have needed to do and now I've returned home to the comfort I crave from Maisie every single day only at this point, I was planning on confronting her about what she could be hiding from me. 

I feel as it has something to do with me but I could also be completely wrong and discover that she might be suffering from childhood trauma that I know nothing about. 

I parked the car next to the house and I got out and started to retrieve the shopping from the boot and walked over to the front door, unlocking it in the process.

"Hey my love" I walked through the front door and placed the shopping within the hallway and walked back to retrieve the rest "hi baby; how did you get on" she asked as I placed down the last of the shopping.

"I did good; got everything we needed" I smiled as I walked over to Maisie who was sat up, crossed-legged upon the couch with an electric blanket wrapped around her and another blanket next to her.

"Where did you get that blanket from" I asked sitting upon the couch next to her, grabbing the blanket in the process "Schneider and Paul came over before to see how I am coping" she smiled as I started to examine the blanket.

"And they happened to bring over a blanket because" I asked looking at her "it's a present from Schneider" she smiled as I discovered the blanket had a giant sloth printed upon it "were they both ok" I asked placing the blanket next to me and I laid my head upon Maisie's lap and looked up at her.

"Both of them were ok however Schneider was a bit more quiet than usual" she began to stroke my hair "he's frightened baby that's all" I reassured her "and the presents" she asked curious.

"It's his way of saying I love you but I'm frightened and I don't know how to talk to you yet" I explained gazing lovingly within her eyes "he has problems expressing how he's feeling verbally" I smiled once again at Maisie before she looked at me concerned.

"What's the matter baby" she asked as she continued to stroke my hair; I was about to go full throttle in confronting Maisie however something deep within made me restrict and halt myself.

"Nothing's the matter baby; I'm just tired" I lied through my teeth hoping she wouldn't question me further "are you sure love" she caressed my cheeks "I'm sure, I'm just tired my love" I smiled soft at her.

"Right I'm going to unpack the shopping and then make a start on your soup" I smiled as I stood up walking to the shopping "what soup are you making me again" she asked curious "oxtail soup; will strengthen everything within your body including your heart" I smiled as I brought the bags of shopping into the kitchen "I'm not sure I'm going to like oxtail soup" she discarded the idea slightly.

"Don't worry my love; if you don't like it" I walked over to the back of the couch "I've got your comfort food of steak and marrowbone" I smiled kissing the top of her head "you do know how to look after me" she smiled up at me.

"Also I don't want to say anything and it is no obligation on your part but..." she halted me "I know what you are going to say and yes I know I smell a little and yes I will have a shower...or a bath" she smiled at me "I will run you a bath then babygirl" I kissed her forehead before walking over to a bag in the hallway and walked upstairs to the bathroom and began to run the bath. 

I unpacked the bag that contained all your usual toiletries before I began to squeeze bubble bath solution into the bath since I know Maisie loves her bubble baths. 

I walked back downstairs and unpacked the rest of the shopping within the kitchen cupboards and the fridge before I began the process of making oxtail soup which basically all you do is put your ingredients into a one pot and let it simmer for a few hours. 

"Are you ready for your bath bargirl" I walked over to the couch "I am my love" she smiled up at me before she unwrapped herself from her blanket. 

I tucked my arms under her legs and back and picked her up bridal style, walking upstairs into the bathroom and sitting her upon the toilet lid. 

"What do you want to do tonight" I asked as I started to strip Maisie out of her clothes "not much; I've been on the phone to Nicolai and I am now officially on sick leave until further notice" she explained as I fully stripped her nude "and I have a doctor's appointment early in the morning so I wanna be in bed early tonight" she smiled at me before kissing my nose.

"Is it with your private doctor" I asked as I picked Maisie up bridal style and gently placed her within the bath "ja; it's the doctor that you recommended; he has all my details on file and he arranged the appointment for 10am tomorrow so I can start my treatment" she smiled explaining before I suddenly saw her relax within the bath.

"Is that better babygirl" I asked smiling soft at her "maybe this was supposed to happen" she smiled at me before caressing my left cheek "what do you mean babygirl" I asked sitting upon the floor next to the bath.

"Me falling; maybe this is the exact treatment I need temporarily until such time I can finally have this wire removed from my heart and not have to inject myself daily" she smiled hope filling within her system "maybe...I really want you to get better baby, I love you" I kissed her hand "I love you too my beautiful handsome king" she smiled before she relaxed further within the bath.

"This doctor...can I ask about sex" I asked "if you must Till but don't be so blunt about it, be a bit more subtle" she explained looking at me "Maisie, I'm German, you're German; no Germans are subtle" I shook my head.

"Can you smell burning" Maisie sniffed up "oh fuck the soup" I stood up and ran down the stairs at the speed of light to make sure the soup wasn't actually on fire. 

Thankfully it wasn't and I just had the heat on a little too high so I turned it down and soon walked back upstairs and saw Maisie relaxed within the bath, watching that 'Dark' Netflix series on her phone that we were watching together...sort of; I kept fall asleep. 

I kept looking at Maisie and noticed sadness surrounding her however there was a small element of happiness and I knew within my heart it was because of me which is why I halted myself and I didn't confront her. 

I've got to allow Maisie to come to me and I know she will in time but for now; it will remain a mystery to me and I've just got to accept it.

A/N I will eventually be uploading chapters for my Richard Kruspe and Luna story but again I've just had a burst of motivation for my Till Lindemann and Maisie story so apologises.