chapter 22
(VIP ticket thief)
the walk back from the amusement park to the hotel was fun. the whole group was talking and making jokes. chris was holding onto the dinosaur plushie he had won for dejah, she decided on calling it logan. once they made it into the hotel they decided to go into nick, matt and liv's room as their room was bigger so they could all hang out in there for a bit to record some stuff. they all sat together on the two beds, with the camera facing them all. nick taps matt on the shoulder, "do you want to talk about what you were going to say earlier now that everyone is here?" he whispers. matt thinks on the question for a moment before nodding slowly.matt clears his throat, "before we start to record i wanted to talk to you all about something" he explains, gaining everyone's attention. he swallows hard, looking at the floor beneath him, "i still love abbie. i can't help it. just seeing her with jude absolutely breaks my heart because i know deep down that instead of jude it should be me."
chris immediately shakes his head, "we understand matt, we all do. but it shouldn't be you. you deserve someone better, who won't snake their best friend and betray you like that. just talk to her. have a real conversation about how you feel and really get your point across." he says, looking around the room for approval.
"and if she then realises that she's screwed up, which she will, don't take her back. it's going to be really fucking hard not to. it was hard for me to, but it's for the best." speaks dejah, rubbing matts back in order to help calm him down.
matt rubs his clammy palms on his shirt before running his hand through his hair. he still hasn't fully processed that he will basically never speak to abbie again. she was the one for him, and he was the one for her that's how it's always been. he couldn't see himself being with anyone else but her. "when i look into the future, i see her. and only her. i cant love anyone else." he begins, wiping away his teary eyes before they spill over.
"are you ready to talk to her?" asks liv. matt looks at her for a second. his eyes are full of unsureness, he doesn't quite know how to answer her question as he doesn't know.
"you have to be ready to talk to her." explains nate.
matt nods his head in agreement, "i'll talk to her in school on monday. hopefully then that will take away some stress off my shoulders. i've just got so much going on right now and it's driving me insane."
"yeah, we will all help you along the way. if you ever need us, you know we are right here." smiles nick, pulling matt in for a quick hug.
"anyways, let's talk about something else now. i'm done talking about abbie. she's stupid anyways" says matt, smiling a little bit. the whole group laughs and chris stands up to finally turn the camera on.
"okay guys, so we are now back at the hotel after that fun day. we went on loads of rides. apart from dejah. she chickened out on most of them" he says, smirking at dejah who's sat on the other bed opposite him.
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Fanfiction𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎 has been best friends with Nathan for as long as he could remember, along with his two brothers, nick and matt. they have both always had a good friendship with nathan's younger sister but she's always had an unknown gr...