CRAVE 4 ME (CARRINGTON DIARIES 3) (COMPLETED)

5

OLIVIA

I didn't show up to class the next day.Or the day after that.I had Vance give me all the work so I could stay ahead.I couldn't see them together.

I couldn't see them laughing and smiling.I couldn't.

Naomi walks into my room wearing a black shirt and jeans."Why the fuck are you in here sulking".

I raise my eyebrow and set my remote down."I'm not sulking".

"You're watching the fucking bachelor right now.If that isn't sulking I don't know what is".

I roll my eyes and sit up."Is this about Zoe?"."I don't know what you are talking about".

"Okayyy so it is about Zoe".

She walks over to my bed and sits down."Okay.So what is now?She didn't have sex with you where you wanted?Or maybe you got in an argument?Maybe she told you weren't a good kisser and you're sulking because of it".

"I love her"I say softly.

She freezes and looks at me.We lock eyes and she starts bust out laughing.

This bitch.
Laughing.
Shes really laughing at me.

I narrow my eyes and say "Is me loving her so funny?".

"No but you thinking that none of us didn't already know that is funny"."What are you talking about"I say narrowing my eyes.

"Come on Liv.Ive known you since high school.I know this.I know more than any of our friends do"."Oh yea?"I challenge.

She leans forward and flicks my forehead.I glare at her as she continues.

"Yes you fucking idiot.I know that it wasn't Vaughn you wanted that day you first showed up at Brexton Prep.It was Zoe".

I frown and she moves her hand on my shoulder."Loving Zoe isn't wrong you know?"."Yes it is.Love is wrong.Nothing about it will help.All it does is hurt".

"How do you know Liv?You really think Zoe would hurt you?"."No".

"Then what is holding you back?".

i look down and she sighs."Fine maybe this is something you need to find out on your own.But tonight you are coming with me.We are going out".

"No we are not".

She tilts her head before smiling.
"Fine.Then I guess you don't want to have a stakeout".

My eyebrows raise and I say "A stakeout".

"Well since you were absent in class,Vance told me how the red head asked Zoe on a date".

"What??"I say coldly.

"Oh yea.They are going on a date tonight at some Italian restaurant.You really going to let her get her,Liv? Are you not going to fight for your Little Petal?".

I look up at her and she starts laughing again."What's funny now".

"I'm sorry it's just so funny.Your nickname for her!?I can't believe that someone so ..gothic and rock and roll would actually call someone little petal".

I push her away and she laughs."Someday you have to tell me when you came up with that".

"And one day you have to tell me why Jasmine calls you Butterfly in private?"

She glares at me and I smirk".Oh yea I know all about that secret nickname she calls you when no one is around.Since you want to play that game".

"Just go throw on some fucking sweatpants and a hoodie so we can watch?!".
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ZOE
I didn't partially want to go on this date with Summer.I didn't want to at all.My mind still went to that argument I had with Olivia two days ago.

I couldn't stop thinking about that sad look on her face when I walked away.

But then I thought that this would be the perfect way to distract myself.The person way to move on from Liv.

So I accepted her date.And I'm halfway through this date finding myself more bored than I liked.

Where was that Summer I met over the summer??

The one that fucked me against the sand that I couldn't stop thinking about?

Or the one that was all about risk.This was so..boring.

I excuse myself in the bathroom and wash my hands."God she's fucking boring".

I look up to see Olivia leans against the stall.There was no one in here.Of course not.

I glare at her and say "What are you doing here".

"Hmm Naomi told you the bore asked you out on a date.I had to see it for myself.And after hearing about family,her hobbies, and her stories,I have to say..she's boring as shit".

I look at her through the mirror and she smirks."Soo fucking boring little petal".

I whip around and glare at her."What do you want?You came her to gloat?To piss me off?Because damn your doing a good job".

She slowly eyes me down and hisses."Fuck your beautiful".

"Don't do this,Olivia".

She walks over and cages me in."Do what ,little petal"She says cupping my face softly.

"Don't make me feel this.Please"I whisper.

She smiles softly and says "Your heart beats for me,Little petal.The same way my heart beats for you.You can try,fuck baby you can try.But no one makes you feel like I do".

I clench my eyes shut and she holds my face softly."Look at me"."No".

"Look at me little petal.Show me those breathe-taking green eyes".

I open my eyes slowly and she presses a softly kiss on my cheek."You gave her a chance no?Give me one".

"No.Im not going to do this.Im not going to do this stupid push and pull with you ,Olivia! It didn't take me long to realize that the sex we had wasn't just sex.Im not-".

I pause and says "Im not going to let you keep playing with my heart".

Olivia tilts her head before nodding her head."Okay".

I freeze as she walks toward the door."You're giving up again?"

She looks over her shoulder and smirks devilishly."I'm not giving up,Little Petal.i'll let her win this round.But you..you are mine.And you've always been.So now?I'll show you that".

She turns around and pauses."When you're done with this bore..come back to my room.Ill fuck her touch off you.Ill fill your mind with me.Because you and me..that's how it's always supposed to be".

She walks out of the bathroom and I mentally facepalm.

God fuck me.God fuck all of this.I look over at the door and sigh.This definitely isn't how all of this is supposed to go.

Of course it's not going how I want it to go.Its Olivia we are talking about.That girl is fucking chaotic when she wants something.

A determined Olivia?
Hell bent on showing me how much I belong with her no matter what?

I hate to say this but I feel as though I'm fucked.Im mentally and emotionally fucked.Shes going to ruin me alright.