CRAVE 4 ME (CARRINGTON DIARIES 3) (COMPLETED)

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OLIVIA
"Isa!"."Olivia!".

My baby sister runs over to me as I pick her up.Now This is what I missed more than anything.She was my only sibling and let's say that I loved to spoil her rotten.My parents hated it but I loved showering Isabella with gifts every-time I saw her.

I place soft kisses on her cheek as she giggles.I will admit,there aren't a lot of people I was nice to.

Even though my parents who were somewhat bitches,I was still nice to them.

And I was nice to Clay when she wasn't being a whining bitch.

And I was nice to Zoe when she wasn't a whining cunt.

But the only person I was nice to all the time?That was my little sister,Isabella.

Isabella Ferth was 3 years old and is quite literally the cutest thing on this planet.She gave me butterflies how adorable she was.

"How's my princess??"."I missed you".

I kiss her cheek and say "Well I missed you too, Isa.So much"."Really!?!"She says happily.

I clench my heart and say "So cute.Look you're making my heart race".

She laughs softly showing me her growing teeth."You're going to hurt me one day with how cute you are"."I could never hurt ,Liv!".

Aww fuck this girl is my everything.
Fuck Zoe.

We walk over to my parents and I could already see the paparazzi surrounding the restaurant.Its always a scene with them.

Its glam or nothing it seems.Ive always been brought up in the spotlight to be perfect.

Be the perfect daughter to Ferth family.

And while yes the Carrington family's influence is more political,our family was a middle of art and politics.

The Ferth Family come from a long line of Counts in London So we did have a title.

But I wanted to go beyond what my parents did.Which is why I decided that I wanted to go into the science.

It pissed my family off but it's nothing like saying 'our daughter's a doctor' to change anything.

It's all about image with them and honestly it's to the point where it was so fucking frustrating just being around them.

Especially when I came out as bi to them a year ago.They took it hard but eventually they knew that nothing would change my mind on it.

At least that I could respect them for.

"Olivia.Its good to see you again"Dad says smiling.

Mom hugs me tightly as I smile.

My smile quickly became a mask to my emotions.All the events I had to go to and all the dinner parties.It quickly became a bore,I hated it all.

The fakeness of my life.
So when Zoe showed up it all changed.

For the first time in my life what we had was real.While I wasn't really sure what  it was.I knew it was real.

She scared me and that was a lot coming from me.It was a lot of emotions that I never felt crash down on me.

I will admit, it didn't take long for me and Zoe's sexual relationship to turn into something more.It was a point I hated seeing her with other woman so I sabotaged her.

I hated her touching and kissing other people so I ruined it for her.Call me a bitter bitch but at the time I didn't know why I was doing it.But I realize why.

I was in love.
I had caught major feelings for someone I was supposed to have a sexual relationship with.I broke the very rule I told Zoe not to break.

"We called this dinner because we just haven't seen you a lot"Dad says.

You called this dinner so the paparazzi could see my baby sister.

"is that right"I say annoyed."Don't do this,Olivia".

"What am I doing exactly?Sorry I'm supposed to be in my best behavior right?".

I lean back and say "Let me shut up and be a good daughter.Let you talk all about yourselves without even asking how me and Isabella are doing".

They both glare at me as I fake smile."How's your firm dad?Hows your modeling agency mum?"."Olivia!"Dad snaps.

i roll my eyes and he grunts."That's enough from you.I don't know what they have been teaching you at Callister but it seems not to be working".

"Oh it's working perfectly.Im the top of my class and making the best grades"."Yet you aren't at the top are you?".

I freeze as my father tilts his head."There's a girl..Zoe Moreau who is beating you at quite literally everything.You know her".

"Friend of a friend"I state."Hmm.Well you are making us look weak,Olivia.I want you to do better.Actually do the best that you can.Thats the Ferth way".

"Of course father"I hiss out.

"As for my firm..it's fine.Clients come and go.Though Dallas recently got a partnership talk with White Law firm".I freeze and narrow my eyes.

"David White?"."How do you know?".
Bloody hell.

"His children go to school with me".His eyes light up and he says "Really?Do you think you could help?Their father is seconds away from accepting the partnership".

"Hmm I don't think me talking to them would help"."What do you mean?".

I give him a look and say "Me and their daughter don't really like each other".He groans and says "Olivia that's the whole reason I told you that being nice helps.Even if you don't like them it's good to be nice".

"So you want me to be fake?I don't have a fake bone in my body".

"I wouldn't call it Faking ,darling.I would say it's..Hiding the truth"Mum suggests."So lying?You want me to lie?".

Dad frowns and says "Call it what you want.But if you get in a good side with them it would help"."I'll try".

There was no way that I could get on a good side with them.

Their son was a borderline weirdo while their daughter wanted to fuck my..fuck I don't even know what me and Zoe were.

The point is she wants to fuck what's mine.And that I can't have so yes I was being a bitch to her.I will keep being a bitch to her until she realizes.

But the fact that her father and my father are going joining law firms and be partners..that puts a thorn at my side.My plans were easily fucked up.

"That's all that matters to me is that you try.But if being her friend will help you can always try other ways".

I tilt my head as he smirks at me.Now that idea..that idea was up to my speed.

"Are you suggesting that I put my cunning side into play".

Dad shrugs and says "Maybe.That will  make yourself useful"."Hunny!We can not teach our daughter to take advantage of people"Mum exclaims.

I know she isn't talking.

"Isn't that what you two do all the time.Isn't that what you are doing to Isabella at this very second"I say.

They both freeze and glance as Isabelle who was too busy coloring to care."It will help her in the long run".

I scuff and say "I was raised in the limelight too.How do you think I turned out?".