CRAVE 4 ME (CARRINGTON DIARIES 3) (COMPLETED)

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OLIVIA
Jasmine turns her head to me and gives me a cold glare."This is your fault!".

I roll my eyes and say "You really are a selfish brat"."Watch your mouth"Jaiden warns to me.

I look around to see the cousins all glaring at me.Ahh I did I forget how much of a unit they were.How stupid of me.

"You all think with one brain.I forgot how ALL of you are selfish brats".

"Olivia"Zoe warns.

Banks smirks at me and I frown.I turn to Jasmine and say "Have you even thought about how it would feel to Naomi?!?".

Jasmine opens her mouth but nothing comes out."Of course you didn't.Well I did.I witnessed it.Every night she would walk to my house or call me in the middle of the night.Every time you break her heart and push her away.Im there to hold her while she's crying.To tell her that she deserves better".

I step up to her and she glares at me."So yea I set her up with Summer.Because she deserves someone far better than you.Im sick and tired of my bestfriend crying about how she feeling like she shouldn't be loved".

Jasmines eyes widen and I point a finger in her chest."It's the main reason why I don't fucking like you.Its the main reason I don't like your fucking cousin either".

I glance at Banks who looks at me amused."That stupid fucking mask you wear all the time.I hate it.I despise it.And I want nothing more than for Naomi to rip it off your face".

Jasmine grabs my collar and says "You have no idea what I've been through".

"Don't I?Ive been in all of your lives since you started fucking middle school. I know all about your obsession of perfection Jasmine.Trust me".

She pushes me back and I sigh.I tilt my head back and forth before smiling.

After everything that happened in Cuba and me finally telling my parents off.I felt my mask crumble to the ground.

I felt like a new person.And the first thing that I do when I walk in here is just see a people with those same masks that I had on.

I wanted them to be better but they were arrogant and would need a push.

"There's one thing I hated coming back here to.All these masks on your face.Come on Jas,show them how much you and Banks are alike!".

Banks tilts his head before chuckling."And to think I thought you were stupid.You're quite useful,Olivia"Banks says.

I flip him off as Jasmine's usual smile is replaced with a stoic expression.

Fucking finally.God I couldn't take that girls creepy ass smile all the time.She would smile at the most craziest shit.

I feel like my work here is done.

I set up all the things for Jasmine and Naomi to happen,for real this time with no secrets and no underminding.

If it didn't happen they simply weren't meant to be.But hey that isn't my fucking problem.

"Fuck it.Im too jet lagged for this shit".

I grab my suitcases and walk over to my room.I open the door and close it.I sit down on my bed and sigh.

The door opens and I watch Zoe walks in.She shuts the door behind her and slowly walks over to me.

She looks mad.I have a feeling that she is going to slap me...

Yep.
She slapped me.Right on the cheek.
It stings but of course it would.Zoe was heavy-handed.

"You had no right to do that".

I shrug and say "I had every right to do that.Would you do the same if the roles were revessd ,Little Petal?".

She freezes and I roll my eyes "Exactly.My point is made"."Is that the first thing you do?Be a cunt as soon as you get back".

I look down and say "Maybe.Maybe.Im just sick of people wearing fucking masks all the time.Maybe I'm sick of people not just showing themselves.Ive had to deal with my parents mask for over 17 years.And eventually a mask crept onto my face as well".

I feel her stand front of me before she parts my legs and stands in between them.She lifts my head up and stares at me."Tell me"she says softly.

"I hate love because my parents never showed it to me.And they barely showed it to my sister.Its all about being the perfect daughter.And in high school you were are the top of class and I hated it.Every time I came home they told me how disappointed they were of me.How I should be doing better.It even lead to me hating you,despising you for being the perfect person.I hated you.But that night at the party changed everything for me, for us.And I created that mask".

"I put on a fake smile whenever they yelling started and it didn't get better when I went to college.I was juggling pre-med classes,Cheerleading, and basically raising my sister.I had no free time".

"My only bit of freedom was us hooking up.And eventually I realize how much I fucked up".

I bring my hands to grip Zoe's waist as she looks at me softly."I broke the very rule that I wasn't supposed to break.I fell in love with you,Zoe Moreau.Head over heels in love".

Zoe smiles brightly as she cups my face softly."And I was terrified.Hell I still am.I don't want to hurt you.Or hurt us.We have so much history together that I don't want it to be for nothing.I want our happy ending Zoe.The same way I want Naomi's happy ending".

"If Jasmine wants to be a part of it,she has to show Naomi that she is ready for it"I say."You really are a great friend,Olivia".

She kisses my eyelids before caressing my cheek."And I even better girlfriend".

"Really?"I ask shocked.

Zoe nods her head and says "The best even if you are a brat.Your my fucking brat"."Hmm I don't like being called a brat buttt it's cute when you say it".

She laughs softly as I pull her in a tight hug.She gasps before wrapping her arms around me.

"I love you Zoe Moreau.Always and forever".

She smiles and says "I love you too,Olivia Moreau".

"Oh wow.You know that was real sneaky what you just did".

"What?I promised my mom that i would get you to take my last name.The Moreau family tradition isn't stopping with me.And it damn sure isn't stopping with my child".

"And you better be lucky that my name sounds hot with yours"."So hot,Baby"she whispers against my lips.

"You think if I fuck you here they will hear?"."Definitely.We haven't seen each other in a week.Ive been craving you badly,Ferth".

I kiss her cheek and say "Not as much as I've been craving you,Moreau"