CRAVE 4 ME (CARRINGTON DIARIES 3) (COMPLETED)

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OLIVIA
I open the door and my mom walk in all her glory."What is that smell".She says looking around.

She freezes when she sees my friends."Oh I didn't know you would be having company over"."I forgot to inform you".

She nods her head as Isa runs over."Mommy!".

Mom does a forced smile before reaching down and picking Isabelle."Hi".

She turns to me and says"Thank you for watching her"."You're welcome".

She nods her head and turns back to me."Me and your father will be going to Cuba next week"."Really what for?".

"Uno de tus primos se casa" (One of your cousins is getting married)

My eyes widen and I say "Really that's amazing.You know it wouldn't been great if you invited me there".

She narrows her eyes and says "Eres una vergüenza. Jugar con todas estas mujeres y no tomarlas en serio".(You are a disgrace. Playing with all these women and not taking them seriously.)

Mia chokes on her water as I glare at her coldly."You're one to talk".

Her eyes widen and she steps in my space and leans down."He aceptado tu sexualidad y la apoyo, pero te comportas como una prostituta. No quiero que nuestra familia vea eso"(I have accepted your sexuality and I support it. But you act like  a prostitute. I don't want our family to see that).

She moves back and says "We will send you pictures.I'll just say you are too busy with school to come down".

My eyes darken to anger as she walks out of the room."What the fuck is wrong with her"Mia hisses.

"She's a cunt.And she will always be a cunt"I say cocky."But that isn't-".

I glare at Mia and she sighs."What did she say to you?"Zoe asks.

"None of your businesss.Im eating in my room.Dont bother me".

I grab my plate and walk into my room before slamming the door.What mother treats their daughter like that?

It's always something with her.She can never sit here and support me or help me agaisnt my father.Its always her agreeing with everything he says even though she does support it herself.

Its starting to completely change the way she things.She isnt the confident and loving mother she used to be.And I thought when I came out to her and she held me as I cried all night that we would get back to that.

Finding out that both of them supported  me..it really had me thinking that we could move on from the past and be a better family.Especially with Isa here now.

But that doesn't seem to be the case.She's right back to how she used to be and I'm not even surprised anymore.

The door opens and Zoe walks in.Of course it's her.

She never knocks on the fucking door anymore.

I don't even look up and say "One day Im going to pay you back from not knocking the door.Ill be eating a girls pussy and then you are going to bust in and see it all".

"The only pussy you eat is mine and I dare you to bring another bitch in this room".

She lays down on the bed as I sit at the desk"What do you want?"."Just checking on you".

"I'm fine.Get out".

"I definitely won't be doing that.Do you want to talk about it?"."No"I say coldly.

"Right.Of course".

She sits up and says "Can I be honest?".

I raise my eyebrow and she looks at the ceiling."Your mother's a cunt".

And here I thought she would say some thoughtful or maybe something would make me feel better.

This was something I already knew about..I didn't particularity have an opinion on it."Tell me something I don't know"."You deserve better"Zoe says.

I look at her to find her staring at me."Why don't you tell them to fuck off?".

I chuckle and say "Because unlike you,I'm the only person who has Isabelle.The only one who actually care and loves her.My parents are using her for fame and making money off of her.I don't even remember the last time we had a family dinner at our house.Its always at a restaurant where paparazzi is.Its always somewhere where they can get the attention they so desperately crave".

"I'm sorry".

I look away and Zoe sits up ."Come here,Liv".

I glare at her and she gives me one of her serious look."Here.Now".

"I'm not your fucking servant.I don't do everything you want"."Baby.Come here".

I roll my eyes before standing up and walking to her.She pulls me on the bed and pins me down."While I can't express what you went through in your past,that isn't the case now.I do know one thing.Mia, Me, Clay,Vaughn, Jaiden, Jasmine,Naomi and even Banks ..I can tell you that little girl is family.And we would do anything for her the same way we would do anything for you".

My eyes soften and she cups my face and smiles."In that locker room that day..is that why you don't know what love is..because your parents".

I nod my head and Zoe kisses my forehead."I promise-no.I swear to you that I will show you what love feels like.And I will make you fall in love with me as Im already falling in love with you,Olivia Ferth.If you promise to let me in,I will show you everything".

My eyes widen at her declaration.Never in the almost 7 years that I have known Zoe Moreau has she even looked at me with such determination in her eyes.

I pull her in a tight hug and she gasps.She softens and instantly hugs me back."You have no idea how you make me feel".

She chuckles and says "I think I can name a few things.But seriously Liv,we are in a relationship.And while it isn't your typical one...I still care about you.So much even.And I want you to know that I will be there for you no matter how fucking annnoying you are".

"Wow you really know how to fuck up a moment,Brat"."Bitch"She hisses back.

We both laugh and I kisses her forehead."Thank you".

"It's what girlfriends are for.Now what did you mother say to you.Ill cuss her ass out the next time I see her"she says confidently.

"I Don't think that's a good idea.I mean that's the last thing I want right now".

"Can I at least flip her off once?".

I look at her shocked and say "The fact you think that's the bare minimum is a little bit terrifying".

Zoe shrugs and says "My moms taught me to not take shit from anyone"."Not even me?"I joke.

She shakes her head and says "Especially not my very hot girlfriend".

" Very hot?Thats the best you got.I thought Italians were supposed to be romantic"."I am romantic bitch".

I laugh as she smiles at me.