Being numb and cold was my daily expression,Happiness, anger or sadness wasn't my talent to hide my emotions.
But have they realized that my heart was always in pieces?
Do they know im a human like them afterall the times I step away from them?
Or do they think its just my way to know them im not really completely stable?
Night had came, where I feel the loudest
Its my only time that I pushed all the unsaid words I had failed to say them.
I never felt happiness throughout my life, so I hid it.
I don't want to be angry to someone, thats why I keep it to the bottom of my lowest times.
Sadness was just the one I used when the moon was held high,
Thats why my pillow was full of tears when I can't do it in the sunlight.
One thing I realize, that my tears is the way I know im a person
Whom is not perfect nor didn't know what life was doing for my own existance.
Your tears was more than just an expression, its the way they fell when you had enough living thru the thorns of hatred pain.
Your tears is not your weakness, its where you can fully feel that you still had the feeling of a person whom isn't really contented to themselves.
Your tears are your strength, because it symbolizes you had a heart that is strong outside but totally shattered inside.
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-Bb. Solia Lumianno
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