At home getting ready
Standing in front of closet I'm trying to choose between red top and black pencil skirt or black shirt and jeans. If this would've been any other day I would have chosen red and black combo.
But today I have to survive few hours in strangers so I'm gonna go with clothes that will make me blend in with crowd.
I sound like I'm having a meet and greet with mafias, which I'm not, I just have to attend a small concert of my best friend in 5 Ace.
For those who don't know what 5Ace is, it's the most popular club in Denver. People who don't know what 5 Ace is must be hermit cause let's be honest I'm the highest level of introvert and even I know about this club because of its huge success and popularity and also because I manage the accounts of this club.
My best friend, Beat, getting a chance to perform here is a real big deal and I have to be there for him being his supportive best friend. After putting on nude lipstick and some mascara I'm ready to go or Not!
God I hate this feeling whenever I'm about to go to public I feel this pressure in my chest like I couldn't breath.
I have what people call social anxiety or as I like to call it I'm just an introvert. I never liked the word social anxiety, it sounds like I'm sick, which I'm not I just don't like to talk to strangers or be the center of attention.
Its always been this way for as long as I can remember. When I was a little girl, going to family events was difficult. Even school was very painful, I never had any friends till I was in third grades then one day Art came, she sat by me and started talking to me and never stopped. I tried shaking her off but it never worked and after some time I warmed up to her but it was very hard.
"Okay Sadie you can do it" I said looking into the mirror in my caramel color determined eyes.
If I have to describe myself in one word I will say average or maybe plain, I have Caramel color eyes, straight dark brown hairs, 5'5 height, I'm not model thin and I also don't have curves like Kardashians. In other words I'm average and don't get me wrong I'm not complaining, me being average is the best thing that happened to me cause it helps me to blend in crowd.
"I can do it, I can do it..."
I repeated this mantra in my mind, it was something I read in a self help book which works sometimes. When I checked the time on my phone and saw its 8:10 pm I just knew that I have to go as the concert starts at 9:15.
It's only 20 minutes ride from my home to the club but I like to reach early and find a spot where I can sit secluded and alone.
Hey Guys,
I know it's a small chapter, but I just wanted to give a brief introduction to Sadie without adding any other character.
So what do you think about Sadie.
PS: I promise next chapter will be way longer.
Until then, stay tuned.
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