day 28, exactly four weeks have passed since you became bandmates with suna. almost a month and there was little to no progress. you both interacted only for the sake of practicing together, and it was usually just arguments that you started, to be honest.
no matter how many times you both played and practiced your guitars together, there was no chemistry and harmony between the bassist and guitarist making the song sound a bit off.
it's like the song is also begging to have chemistry between you two.
but what can you do? you still hated him— he made you feel unvalued and most importantly he broke your trust. unless he proves himself to you, you despise him to the core.
day 40, you hated him, for sure; but the more you interacted, with fewer arguments, the more you catch yourself slowly falling for him again. it wasn't supposed to be like that, you hated him— despised him for cheating on you. for kissing another girl! at least, from your perspective.
you consistently reminded yourself that he broke your trust seven months ago when you broke up with him, but despite a few arguments here and there, he treats you so... well; just like when he was courting you.
he was careful with you— scared that he might accidentally break the trust he had scarred you months ago.
you were unsure whether or not to tell ume because what if she'd think bad about you for slightly crushing on suna again?
she didn't take your explanation for breaking up with him very well so how were you supposed to just casually say "oh, i think i may have developed a small crush again on the same guy who cheated on me and broke me so bad!"
so you never told her.
day 50, no matter how many times you tried not to think about the small crush you're starting to develop, it just kept.. developing. you tried ignoring him but he keeps pestering you; even in texts. you regret giving him your number back, maybe.
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