Oh Honey! (Jensoo)

Talk

|Jennie|

It was actually easier than I thought to realize that I was in love with her.

Once she had gone to bed after taking a shower, I sat in my office, staring at my computer.

I kept going through what she said.

She raises an eyebrow. "I would like to see you do that when I divorce you."

I feel my world spin and my heart shatters. "What?" I ask breathlessly.

I loosen my grip in shock and she pulls her arm from me. "You can't seriously think that I would stay with you after everything you admitted."

I just stand there because I didn't realize I had some small hope that Jisoo would see past all of those things. That maybe...just maybe...she would see the real me. That small hope seems to have gone out now.

That hope didn't go away. I thought it did but no.

It ignited again when Jisoo held my hand and stood under the umbrella and I could see the wedding ring still sitting on her finger. It burned brighter when she turned one of the heating vents towards me in the car, showing that she cares a little.

That little bit is all I need.

That small hope. That's love.

The warm feeling I get whenever she takes care of me. Whenever she's there for me. It's so palpable, intense and unlike anything I've ever felt before.

"Because I love you, Jisoo," I say softly with conviction.

And I'm not going to lose you.

Jisoo holds her hand to her forehead as if a headache will come on.

"Jennie—"

"You don't have reply back or remind me that you're getting a divorce from me. I love you. I love you. I love you. Nothing you say or do will change that."

Her lips part in shock. "Umm....okay."

I blink quickly. "Okay?"

Jisoo takes a hand through her long dark hair and says, "Yeah. Okay. Can you go now? Don't you have work or...whatever you have to do."

"I took the day off. Kai can run everything," I say easily. And by god it feels so nice to not have to hide anything and just tell about my day.

"Who's Kai?"

"My right-hand. Taehyung was also my right hand. I knew him," I say quickly. "He...He was one of my best friends."

Jisoo swallows thickly. "So he was working for you. He said he found a new job that took up most of his time and....that was you."

I stand quietly, unsure of what to say.

Jisoo looks at me with a serious expression. "I want to see."

"What?" I ask dumbly before my brain works again. "Where I work? It's not very exciting."

She raises an eyebrow and I sigh. "Sure. I'll take you."

She stands up out of bed too quickly and holds her head. I gently hold her shoulders and push her onto the bed. "Get some more sleep. We can go whenever you're ready."