Leonardo Dicaprio Imagines

You watch me when I cry

Your ( p.o.v.)
I always knew going through a breakup would be hard. But I never knew how hard it would be processing the breakup itself. Maybe it's because the reason we broke up wasn't really a reason at all. The reason felt like he was scared because things were getting too serious, or things were getting too real. It hurts me to know that someone could talk about your future frequently and then end your future suddenly.

 After the breakup, we would hang out and I would cry in front of him about it and about how miserable I was and how sad I was that we weren't together anymore and how we get along so well and there's no reason we shouldn't be together. But he would think about his past and sort of compare our relationship with his past relationships. I don't know how you can cry so much in front of a man and all he can do is stare at you and just say two simple words I'm sorry. Nothing else at all that's all he would say, and he would just watch me cry. He would just watch me break right in front of him and he would watch just my soul crushing into millions of pieces because of what he did to me. How does that not destroy someone. Watching someone who you destroyed cry their eyes out.

 Someone that treated you right and all they wanted was to be with you and you and they completely lost their mind and their body and their soul. Especially someone who is so young and didn't experience love until they were with you. I have to say that shits pretty fucked up. Just to watch them crumble right in front of you and not show any sort of remorse. You're basically watching the person die right in front of you and you don't even give two shits. Experiencing that had me realize that if you really love someone you would fight for them. No matter how the future will turn out. Because no one knows the future, we are not God. so why not just keep pursuing and see where things go especially when nothing was even wrong. But some people are afraid of changes.

 Especially when you start to build your whole life around that person. I guess he was afraid of building his whole life around me because he knew or at least he thought he knew that it would just completely crumble. And we would end up hating each other. I always like to think how the future would've been like if we stay together. But that's all gone now. All I have left with me. Are the memories and just me thinking about the nights staying up and just crying my eyes out because of how much my soul is crushed from this person. I never thought someone could crush my soul, but he did.