Leonardo Dicaprio Imagines

You replaced us like it was easy

Your (P.O.V.)

I really thought that we would get back together.  Our breakup was quick he said he was thinking about it for a week and ended it. 

 I told him I didn't feel like his girlfriend, and he ended it. It was the first time I ever saw him cry. I feel like him crying will haunt my memory forever.  All I wanted to do was hold him. He looked so innocent and just small.

 My brain was foggy, and I felt lightheaded, my hands felt numb, and I started to put my shoes on shaking a bit.  I felt like my whole world came crashing down in that moment. All my dreams of our future together slipped through my very fingertips.  I loved this man with every fiber in my body. More than I even loved myself I feel like. I hugged him outside and I said I will always love you and that will never change.

  But after that week I came back and gave my body to this man over and over again like something would change that he would possibly change his mind. But remember just because you give your body up doesn't mean the person will give their soul to you. Thats the hardest lesson I learned. 

He was sleeping with me and someone his age. She was my polar opposite it made me insecure because of her age and the immense amount of wisdom and maturity she has due to her age.  I haven't experienced life yet to have those qualities. He found someone new and left me like it was nothing once things got serious between them. 

They are doing all the things he did with me and claimed to not have time for towards the end. I feel betrayed and like I meant nothing to him. He was still seeing me and the eventually her. He was seeing us both the same time. I felt used and I felt not good enough. I'm not sure what I could of done to change his mind or to make things different.  I don't think there's anything I could of done. Sometimes when things get to serious people end it. They let the flower die before it blooms. They try to replant a new flower, let's say they have a lot of dead flowers in a enormous garden. Or maybe a long book that never ends and has a completely new chapter. I really thought I was going to be the last chapter in his book. But I was one of the many. 

The new girl I kind of envy her, she gets to touch and kiss him. Fall asleep at night laying on his chest and hearing his heartbeat. I miss hearing his heartbeat.  She gets to go out dancing with him holding his hand walking into whatever place they are going. Leaning on his shoulder whiling watching funny videos on his phone. She just gets to be in his presences, I miss just being in the same room as him. 

Seeing them together made a reality of which he won't ever be in again. This new reality that is happening I don't want to happen.  But he replaced us like it was easy. I didn't enjoy seeing them in the thick of healing.  This girl or should I say women is going to experience the same thing I am and I don't wish that on my worst enemy.  But this is really goodbye for us.