A few months go by and shirabu hadn't seen semi, he hadn't shown up to school and at some point shirabu started to just not show up either.
He was at a party one night, he was crossed faded. He was kissing any guy who came up to him, who offered to buy him a drink or to give him something.
A few hours later around 2am he stumbled out to the front porch, he sat onto the staircase, he started to remember semis face.
He didnt want to.
He stumbled back up the stairs, he walked back into the party, suddenly he started feeling like he was walking upside down, his vision wasn't fucking up, but it was fucking with him.
The yelling and music around him was starting to drown out by the tinus noise.
He was bumping into people in the crowd and as he walked up the stairs to the second floor, he entered a red room, filled with smoke and men.
When he entered, a big guy offered shirabu a spot and a rolled up dollar bill, he looked up at him and he winked saying
"Snort it, it feels good"
Shirabu did as the man had said, he felt it go straight down his noise, he coughed leaning back, he sneezed several times after.
He started feeling dazed HEAVILY he started remembering his first interactions with semi
He stood up and he knocked into the table, he needed to leave.
Shirabu left out the party, he started running, he didn't know where, he just ran until he didn't know where he was.
Shirabu sat on the curb infront of a closed 7/11.
He wanted to call semi but he knew he wouldn't pick up but he wanted to try anyways.
He dialed semis number.
He heard the phone actually ring instead of it going straight to voicemail.
He picked up.
"Semi..?"
"Hey baby, what's up?"
Semis voice sounded calm and relaxed, as if he hadn't been missing for months. Shirabu wanted to cry, but he was to mad.
"Where the fuck have you been"
Semi ignored his question and started asking questions .
"Where are you?"
He knew semi wasn't gonna tell him so he just shut up.
"I'm- I don't know.."
Semi laughed as if something was funny.
"Share your location, I'll track you down"
"Okay.."
Semi had hung up the phone.
Shirabu felt so fucking upset.
He pulled out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter and smoked until semis car pulled up infront of him.
He still felt like he was walking upside down until he got into semis car.
He felt like the earth stopped spinning when he got in. The first thing semi said to him was..
"You want some bars?"
Shirabu didn't know what to think, he took them though.
He didn't say anything, he wanted to know everything but he knew nothing would come from semis mouth unless he wanted to speak of it.
He hated the way semi was, it made him feel like living wasn't real, or if he wasn't a real person.
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Fragile Tears(SemiShira)
Fanfiction"I can't feel anything but i feel everything. He gave it to me, so i took it." Shirabu starts off his first year in highschool in Shiratorzawa Academy, he meets a boy that changes his whole life. The boy has alot of bad habits and Shirabu picks them...
