-Chapter 7-
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"Falling in love.."
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★⚠️~'|Warning|'~⚠️★
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This chapter contains...
LBGT
Gay
Side ships
My ships
Language
Some bad spelling
Bullying
Senjuro x Yuichiro
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~'|"Senjuro's Pov"|'~
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Oh god- Oh God - OH GOD-
I felt my face warm up as I stuttered, listening to every word he said and walked away, leaving me speechless and red. I couldn't tell it was threat oh just his way of flirting. My whole body was shaking and I couldn't tell if I liked it or not, I couldn't believe someone actually said that to me, to act like they owe me but my body tells me I didn't hate the idea of it. Yuichiro has always been weird but I didn't understand why he would try and do something like this, let alone get someone to leave me alone only to say that he can only mess with me...
I watched as Rui rolled his eyes and walked over to me, I was feeling faint, noone ever spoken to me like that before, it was all so new, and a new feeling developing inside. "Gay Panic?"
"M-maybe?!"
"Muichiro is gonna kill you if he finds you that you have the hots for his brother..."
"I-I don't have the hots for him! I-its not like that at all!"
"Uh-huh sure it is...yeah I definitely believe you! Don't worry.."
"You don't do you.."
"Nope!"
"L-look I don't have a crush on him at all! He just got me confused and flustered that's all!"
"I just think your falling in love with the guy who just loves to mess you up in the worse ways possible...how unhealthy and sad.."
"YOUR NOT HELPING!"
"I'm the guy who is single, the fuck you want me to do?!"
"Believe me when I say I don't like him!"
"Look class is about to start, meet me afterschool and I'll help you figure out whatever the hell is wrong with you..even if the answer is quite obvious already.."
"Uhh okay, I don't think we are gonna have any lessions afterschool..."
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I walked to class like usual I still couldn't get the thought out of my head, am I falling in love? Why would I wanna fall in love with him? Someone who can't even love me, who is using me and has been using me for way over a year? Blackmailing me, having me caught on a leash, treating me as if I don't matter, yet he doesn't want others to have me? It doesn't make sense at all, I can't be falling in love! It's probably just a feeling I like? Or did I just get embarrassed when he said that cause nobody says that! Most likely right?
Though Yuichiro always says weird things, he probably doesn't mean anything he says at all. Then again, why did he signal me out, when he could have done it for anyone. Is there another reason why he chooses to mess with me? Or am I that much of an easy target to toy with? That guy really is confusing, then again he could turn to his own family for help, teachers, staff, there is a whole tutoring program here you can attend.
Yet he decides to turn to me for help?
It's not I ever been in love so there is no way I could be feeling some type of way for the guy who is literally drowning me and not letting me breathe. That's how it is, he is slowly drowning, never allowing me to come back up for air, and yet I am slowly killing myself cause I'm letting it happen. Why am I letting it happen? Sure I don't wanna be rude or careless about anybody, I don't wanna hurt someone in my life, but does that mean I can just let them step on me like a doormat.
I feel like it's always better to keep my mouth shut, better to stay out of trouble instead of being in the middle of all the drama. Speaking of drama, Mr. Troublemaker was hanging out with his friend as usual as I walked through the halls, I avoided when contact, wanting to get away from him and give myself a chance to breathe. "Senjuro...where do you think your going..."
"Uh to grab my stuff...?"
"It seems like you forgot what you have to do today huh?"
"L-look I have other things to do! I'm kinda busy after school so I can't help you today! M-maybe tomorrow? I'm gonna go now! Nice talk!" I ran off, I was terrified, I never really declined anything Yuichiro tells or orders me to do. When I do, he always finds a way to make me stay and make me do anything he wants me to do. I ran to grab my stuff and ran down the hallways as the second bell rang and almost tripped running down the stairs.
"The hell happened? Why are you out of breath? What are you running from? Your boyfriend? Fate?"
"N-no! Just trying to avoid Yuichiro to stay out of trouble...he just makes me so something almost everyday now AND I just left him ..."
"Y'all doing... it? Everyday....how you still standing?"
"R-rui! It's not like that!"
"I'm kidding chill!.....are you?"
"NO!"
"Okay so let's get this to the main point of this conversation...do you-"
"R-Rui...I think I might be... falling in love...?"
"I knew it!"
"Well I don't know exactly for sure! I still hate him! He still bullies me and makes my life a living hell!"
"Okay let's see... personally...you love it?"
"No not really....I mean sometimes he is somewhat understanding? And he did decide to keep my secret of liking guys a secret...though he blackmails me...he doesn't say it? He also protected me from that guy breaking my heart...so..kinda not really?"
"How about appearance? Do you like the way he looks?"
"Well...I guess...I don't think he is super attractive but. Well, he is kinda? I mean he's taller, he takes care of his body and skin... cute? Handsome? Uhh....?"
"This is getting weird..."
"Well I'm sorry!"
"I hate romance..."
"I can tell... literally the only thing that can love you is your spiders..."
"But aren't they cute! They are so innocent and-"
"Not this again....look.. I'm still not exactly sure how I feel about Yuichiro...I don't wanna say I'm in love...but I can't help but think I am."
"How bout you just give yourself more time to think about it? Give him a chance? Or ask him out on a date..it might help? Look I ain't the type of guy you can easily ask love advice from.."
Why did I even rely on him to help?
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