Personal Tutor||Senjuro x Yuichiro||Demon slayer

★=~'|Volume 15'~=★

-Chapter 15-
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"To be good enough for you"
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★⚠️~'|Warning|'~⚠️★
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This chapter contains...
LBGT
Gay
Side ships
My ships
Language
Some bad spelling
Bullying mentions
Major insecurities
Kiss scene
Small makeout scene
Senjuro x Yuichiro
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~'|"Yuichiro's Pov"|'~
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I watched as Senjuro carefully moved his hand across the paper and onto the book, showing me where to find information for an assignment, while using evidence from the textbook. I yawned in boredom, it's been a while since we studied together since the party. Though not a lot of time has passed, it felt like it just has, not only that it's fun to finally mess around during study groups again. As I was writing down notes, I caught Senjuro staeinh.

At first, I thought it was just him making sure I was getting the assignment and understanding it, making sure I was doing everything but correctly. But I'm sure that's not where his eyes were wandering cause it was not at all in my hands or on my paper or pencil. I looked up and turned to Senjuro and he seemed to snap back into reality. Allowing me to confirm he was having his own fantasies in his little world.

"Need help with something, it's simple, what was the meaning of the passage and what can it lead to future events from then to n-"

"Is there something on my face? Cause you seem to be oddly distracted..."

"Huh?! No! I just zoned out!"

"That may be true, but I'm sure zoning out causes you to look at my face and down right?"

"Quit making this weird!"

I rolled my eyes in response, always trying to change the subject when he knows I'm correct about something. Knowing him for now 2 years, I know what he does whenever he lies about something, especially when someone called him out for it. "You are the one who started this in the very first place, not sure why you are even getting mad at me for saying the truth, just admit you were staring"

"I was not! I zoned out I promised!" He wasn't lying that he was zoning out though, I figured so but still, it also didn't seem like it as well. "w-why are you so damn stubborn about it! I'm telling the Truth, and do your damn assignment, time's almost up and my brother is gonna walk in here today actually.."

"Fine then, if you admit it...then... I'll give you something you want..." Leaning in, I grabbed Senjuro by his chin, allowing his face to turn red as he tried to back away. "I'm not lying though..." Even if he was tempted to do something, to say something, he still refuses to break his exterior. It's always the innocent looking one's as well, who have the most dirtiest mindsets. "Come on admit it...to know you want this..."

"When did you get so flirty all of a sudden..? You were always so moody and rude...ain't your brother supposed to be like that?"

"Say what..?!"

"Muichiro sometimes flirts with Tanjiro a little..though he secretly get's embarrassed himself...hey you have something in common besides looks...?"

"Thanks for giving me a perfect excuse to beat his ass."

"O-okay! Enough of that ...f-fine ..I was staring! Just please...." I smiled and kissed him, making Senjuro melt beneath me, the feeling of his hands wrapping around my neck, pulling me closer as they began to wander down my back. I rested my hands on his waist pulling him closer to me as I continued kissing him. It's the fact he refused to be my boyfriend when I first asked, yet he is bold enough to ask for things like this, makes me wonder what does he exactly want from me...

Afterall, the innocent looking one's always want something, and find a way to get it....I wonder if that phrase says out for him. But he was attached to me very well...like a moth to a flame...I wonder if he really just wants to get burned....

I didn't even let Senjuro have a chance to properly catch his breath when we pulled away, I pulled him back in, making him squirm around a little under my touch. Soon, as I managed to push my hands up his shirt, I heard the door open, and I didn't think much of it. Though Senjuro was being a little noisy with his soft moans, and desperate pleas. That was until I heard that voice..

"Hey so what day is my classes able to come down and pick out a book for our assignment, because I was thinking before the end of the semester they -"

Senjuro gasped, that was his older brother. Immediately as I pulled away, Senjuro made a louder noise at the sudden sensation of my cold hands rushing out. Not to mention the chairs weren't exactly quiet either. I could hear footsteps and then Senjuro pushed me away, as I quickly grabbed my books and stuff. Senjuro quickly rushed his books and gotten away from me as I pretended to read something.

"Senjuro? You been going here quite often, what exactly are you doing?"

"Oh uh! I just like coming here that's all!"

"Well just know I won't be able to exactly pick you up everyday. Speaking of, we should get going! I need to pick up food for dinner if you wanna pick out a snack!" Senjuro asked and nodded and sneaked a goodbye wave as he walked out. However I felt Mr. Rengoku's eyes on me, which made me shiver.

How would he even react to the idea...someone like me..whose gotten in trouble by him multiple times for bullying others...

I used his brother for selfish needs, not giving him anything out of it, I had power over him. I had him wrapped around my finger, what exactly did I even want to do with that powers. Would Senjuro even want to be with me after all that? Is that the real reason he decided to reject the offer? Was he using me back. I wouldn't blame him for doing so.

But he would win the game if that's the whole idea, cause I did end up falling for him.

However I knew it wasn't true late to change things, but I know I can never change the past. Mr. Rengoku is kind, however he can be strict, it's rare to see it though, but I wonder if he'll even accept me. After all the way I treated his brother for over a year, blackmailing him, using him, toying with him. Not treating him how I wanna do so now, I wonder..

What did I have to do to change things...to be good enough for him....

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Word count: 1178

At my school, one of the staff was wearing a little Kanao shirt, I wanted to ask her if she liked demon slayer but I couldn't cause it was during class 😭😭
I would've drawn her if she liked her...