★=~'|Volume 18'~=★

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-Chapter 18-
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"Embrace what you are"
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★⚠️~'|Warning|'~⚠️★
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This chapter contains...
LBGT
Gay
Side ships
My ships
Language
Some bad spelling
Bullying mentions
Small insecurities
Makeout scene
Kiss scene
Senjuro x Yuichiro
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~'|"Yuichiro's Pov"|'~
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Walking Senjuro to his door, I was till processing the entire thing, surprised by everything that has happened during our date. He actually accepted about being mine. Someone like him, with the conditions he lives in, in the tough situation I was in. I wonder if he really wanted to got though everything with me, if he was willing to accept that challenge. I wibrer if he even wants to be known as my boyfriend, if I even want others to known for now, I think it was better we shouldn't tell anyone besides our close friends and family.

It only makes sense that way, after highschool would be better, after all you drop like 1,000 students afterwards. The only ones would know is if we run into them. I never thought I find myself holding his hand ever, just 2 years ago I was using him for fun, as someone to feed my boredom, but now I find myself walking him him after a dinner date.

"Thank you for taking me out...I really appreciate it ." He said, smiling at me as I blushed a little. "Yeah, it's no problem...thanks for going with me.." with my that, Senjuro leaned up a little and kissed my cheek, grabbing his keys as he began to sort then out a little to unlock the door. Senjuro was indeed smaller, more gentle and delicate, and knowing his older brother, it was my job to protect him. He was weaker, doesn't have that much arm strength if he couldn't bring himself or even get himself to push me away countless of times.

I couldn't help myself, I grabbed Senjuro's shoulder, making him jump slightly in surprise, he managed to accidentally push himself against the door, "You good?" He asked softly, but deep down I had a feeling he knew exactly what I was planning to do to him. I grabbed his waist as I felt his hands go around my neck as I pulled him into a kiss. Holding him closely, he pulled away for air but I pulled him back right away, I soon felt myself reaching for the door knob, grabbing it as I quickly opened the door and pulled him inside.

Luckily, nobody was home, I only know because when I arrived there were three cars, one of them being where Senjuro's friends were in, the other was his dad's and brothers. Now there is none. Pulling the both of us inside, I closed the door with his back as I continued kissing him. At that point, I could tell he lost control of his body already, accepting it all. I normally never found myself trying to flirt or make someone to something for me in the past. If anything I was completely embarrassed about it.

But with Senjuro is was pretty much different, with him I was able to do things I never thought I was even able to. The fact I used to text him this way, thinking it meant nothing, but just a way to toy with him. Now I actually meant everything, I wanted to protect him, love him, heal him. To give him the life he deserved, to give him hope, something my parents worked hard to give me, yet I took advantage of that, not knowing I was hurting someone who was so much lower than me.

(The fact I was writing this during school and a group of boys were sitting right behind me in the same fucking table...- even during lunch I was writing this, while girls sat in front of me)

I heard Senjuro moan softly as I began to go towards him neck kissing it as I grabbed his arm gently, trying to make sure he was comfortable enough. I felt bad cause I didn't even ask for his consent, and yet he was still allowing me. I knew that, because he wasn't trying to push me off of him to the first time, he was letting it happen to him. I wonder if he was finally growing comfortable of this. I didn't know why I was being so needy, wanting this and kept doing it it Senjuro, even before we dated, I would still kiss and make out with Senjuro.

Most likely cause I never got that kind of attention before, I wonder what others would think of me if they found out I have other thoughts about doing such things to others.

"You better start picking your bridesmaids..." I whispered, making Senjuro shiver and blush. He was so adorable, shy and kind, and now he was, being the opposite as he kissed me back, surprising me with the sudden action. Senjuro would usually accept things as they were, he was vulnerable, he wouldn't try to defend himself, afraid of hurting others. Yet he was finally bold enough to make a move, it was able time he slowly began to get over his shyness, even though it was adorable.

His hands tangled in my hair, as I pulled away, catching my breath as he caught his. His lips were soft, and addicting, the way his saliva slowly ran down his mouth, wiping it with his sleeve. "Your so desperate for this..." He commented as he fixed his collar a little, I grabbed it and unbuttoned his shirt a little to give me more room, "true, but it's not like your pushing me away..."

"I-I wouldn't care if you did something like this! I-I'm not letting you allow to go that far on me!"

"Uh-huh, sure..."

"I'm 16! I'm not comfortable doing that...yet atleast....besides we just started dating..."

"Fair enough, okay then," as I counted kissing him, I suddenly felt a vibration in my pocket, I grabbed my phone and saw my mother calling me. I declined the call as I continued taking advantage of Senjuro being helplessly pinned to the wall, we I counted kissing his neck. She called me again and I sighed as I picked up the call. As I was talking to her, I felt Senjuro nibble slightly on my neck, I rubbed his hair as I hung up and put my shoes away.

"My mother wants me home, sonI have to get going unfortunately. You rest okay alright?" He nodded as I kissed his forehead and opened the door, "Bye love" he blushed and smiled at me as he waved goodbye.

I driver home as I looked over at the amount of messages Muichiro been sending me, begging to know what was happening during the date cause he was interested. Least he was supportive about it now, I was worried because of the way he wanted me to stay away from Senjuro for a long time. I'm glad he was protecting Senjuro, worried it I was gonna hurt him, though I happened to fall in love instead...

I wonder what challenges we may face together...

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