Personal Tutor||Senjuro x Yuichiro||Demon slayer

★=~'|Volume 12|'~=★

-Chapter 12-
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"Realization"
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★⚠️~'|Warning|'~⚠️★
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This chapter contains...
LBGT
Gay
Side ships
My ships
Language
Some bad spelling
Bullying mentions
Senjuro x Yuichiro
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~'|"Yuichiro's Pov"|'~
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During the drive home, Senjuro's face was completely red from embarrassment, mostly regarding the fact that we were literally caught in the moment. Senjuro was indeed on my lap when Rui's caretaker walked in, so no matter how convincing the excuse was, we were indeed caught red handed, wondering how long he was standing there...I didn't even hear him walk in. I rested my hand on Senjuro's lap as he blushed, and I dropped him off at his place..

"Well I have to head home...my parents don't want me to go off too late, I'm not exactly granted permission to stay out very late..."

"W-wait can we talk for like...a moment please...?"

"Sure what's up..?"

"About the whole thing...it was all for the dare eight...you don't actually have any feelings towards me.. correct..?"

"What do you mean..?"

"Well..you were obviously dared to do...t-that in the first place..you didn't want anything to do with me until you kissed me so I can keep quiet. But then I kissed you back because... Yuichiro...I like you..I like you a lot...so when you kissed me I lost control and then we ended in that situation..but uh..you keep giving me mixed signals since then...and I'm so confused whether I'm still your plaything..."

The way he said it, the hint of sadness and the verge of tears visible in his voice. I didn't know he had genuine feelings for me, I may have suspected it, joked around but here he is now, actually confessing them after all I did to him. I always pushed him around, so why does he fall in love with me and not someone who would treat him for respect? I blackmailed him, pushed, shoved him, hurt him, I made his life hell and yet he happens to fall in love. Why though? Not to mention he feels like I plaything and still wants to be with me...is that what love really is...? Is that how it is supposed to feel like..?

I didn't want this to be it, I didn't wdnt this to be how we fell In love, long ago I wanted someone to love me, but I didn't want them to be my enemy at first. Her that was how I made it because I didn't think we would ever come this far. To the point where we are in the car after escaping from an embarrassing moment where we made out...

But it wasn't all that late..to try and fix things...to reassure him that he isn't an idiot for falling in love with someone like me..

"Plaything? Is that what you wanted to call yourself this entire time? Senjuro yes, the whole beginning it was true, I didn't like you and I was only with you for the dare...but since that moment...it felt more than that..and even so..I feel like I beginning to develop feelings for you... though I never expressed them well..I hope you know your not a plaything at all..I just think I drank a little too much and got addicted.. that's all..

"W-wait...so you do like me..as well..?!" His face became red and I smiled at his reaction, "of course... Senjuro, would you be my boyfriend...."

"Ummm...no-"

"What why!?"

"Take me out first and then we'll talk.."

"Oh come on!"

"Hey! You used me for brains from the beginning! It's the least you can do for getting me annoyed whenever you didn't pay attention and tried to distract me so we can take a break! Not to mention you literally bullied me!"

"Your not letting that go aren't you?"

"No! Cause it's been about 2 years since we first met and it happened since!!"

"Alright alright...! Fine... I'll take you out..and then maybe??"

"Sure!" I watched as he smiled and I blushed a little..he always had a cute smile, always full of happiness. I Watched as he unbuckled and then opened the door, I felt him kiss me on the cheek before waving me goodbye and closing the door. My face was indeed red by now, I waited till he unlocked the door, to make sure he made it inside safely before taking off. I made it back around 1 in the morning, my parents were asleep and I saw my brother's shoes, he must have gotten home around 12 considering we left at 11 to drop off Rui.

I went upstairs and laid down on my bed , slowly closing my eyes and fell asleep, the thought of me and Senjuro heading out on a date making my face red, the thought running through my mind as it finally gone blank. I woke up, feeling extremely tired, luckily it was just the week and, so I got to sleep in. I looked at my phone and saw I got an unknown message from someone I didn't know...

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??: You up?

Yuichiro:
I am now, whose this?

??: oh, this is Rui..

Yuichiro:
Oh wait...how did you get my number..? Did Muichiro give you it or?

Rui:
Yup..

Yuichiro:
Okay then...what the hell do you want?

Rui:
My caretaker, Enmu, told me when I woke up that you and Senjuro made out or tried to make out on the damn couch when I was sleeping..?!

Yuichiro:
Yeah we did, so what?

Rui:
When I was sleep!!?

Yuichiro:
Drunk and passed out..

Rui:
Drunk..?

Yuichiro:
Yeah, anyway how is that heading treating you?

Rui:
My head hurts so badly...but anyways uh, I'ma go bug Senjuro, I just needed to confirm that you disgusting bitch...

Yuichiro:
Hey it felt good.

Rui:
Gross...I don't need to know that...and on the couch where I LIVE!

Yuichiro:
Chill, and your the one who is always joking bout us having sex and all..

Rui;
Okay well that's different, I don't care if you have it, I just don't wanna know....at all.....

Yuichiro:
Whatever you say...

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I closed my phone, and texting Senjuro good morning. I didn't think he would wake up this early but at the same time it was only 10. I wonder if this first date would bring me a small chance to get closer to Senjuro...to help me express my feelings..

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