Competition of Love (Jella Jema and Ella)

C-O-L: Part 28

Jema's POV

I woke up and I felt a little sore between my legs. I just realized what happened last night. I woke up and Ella was no longer beside me. Pero Nakadamit na ako pantulog saan kaya sya. I saw someone in the Veranda and I was excited na puntahan sya.

"Talaga??? Love!! Thank you!! I Love you!! Sige sige.. I'll book a ticket soon.. Yes.. See you soon" I heard Ella said to the other line of the phone.

I was froze hearing those lines.. I forgot that she had a girlfriend. "Oh my God!" Para akong binuhusan nag malameg na tubig.

May nangyare kagabi and what was that?? I ran outside sa room and naglakad lakad ako ng di ko alam kung saan pupunta. Ano ginagawa ni Ella?? I can't believe myself allowing this things to happen. Alam kong matalino ako e.. pero bakit ko hinayaan. Tumulo na nag luha ko and hindi ko alam saan pupunta.

I saw myself standing sa my bus terminal and umuwe nalang muna ako ng Probinsya.

Today was an extreme roller coaster of emotions for me. I had her this morning.. with her morning embrace. picnic sa school at bumalik lahat what I had for her. I wasn't able to control myself again when she kissed me.. It was like an unfinished business 2 years ago. She was my first kissed and now she was my first love making. I was in heaven earlier but right now.. I am in pain.

It's like Ella was playing with my feelings. I am not sure if what is her business with me. Why she keep on bothering me on things. Wala naman akong atraso sa kanya para gawin niya saken to.

Pagdating ng bahay nag taka pa sila mama na umuwe ako sabi ko nlang na may need akong kuhanin. Nagchika lang kami sa may sala and I was hiding my feelings kasi ayaw ko mabother sila. After that I went to my room.

I forgot my phone and I saw Deans Messages to me she even called pala pero hindi ko nasagot.

Humiga ako and staring blank sa ceiling. but I can feel that I am hurt so much. I gave in to her without thinking. It felt so real and shiittt!! ang sakit pala isipin that the person you love will not love you back. Maybe tinake advantage niya pagiging vulnerable ko towards her.

"Hi.."

the uknown number texted again.

":("

"whats with the sad face?"

"nothing"

"whatever is cheer up.. life is gud.. sayang ang ganda at ngiti mo :)"

shocks?? Is this Dean??? EDJ???

"Can we meet??"

"why?? i was kinda far away right now"

so its Dean??? nasa province si Dean.

"okay"

I am still hurting right now.. the thought of what happened made me cry and nakatulugan ko na.

Messenger: Ella

I sighed and hindi ko na inopen ang message niya.

You're playing Ella and the thought of it made me cry again.

I spent time with my family muna kasi kinabukasan balik na ako sa School at agahan ko nalng pagbyahe buti 9am pa 1st class ko.

pabalik na ako ng dorm at buti hindi pa gising si Kyla. I was sitting in my bed and I remember what happened the other night then tumulo ulet ang luha ko. Pumasok ako sa CR at binuksan ang gripo para hindi marinig ang pigil ko na iyak.

Dean was the person I fell in love with thru the letters but it seems so different right now while Ella's presence whom I longed for even before and now but she broke my heart.

Naligo nalang ako and I will focus sa grades ko since last year nalang. Hindi ako pwede ma distract dahil lang nasasaktan ang puso ko ngayon.