Competition of Love (Jella Jema and Ella)

C-O-L: Part 34

Jema's POV

I was froze while looking at her then she spoke again.

"Jema... I was just kidding.. you seem so nervous" She said trying to calm me.

Who would be calm after what she said earlier.

"I am Love Garcia.. EDJ's partner for this project" she said and lend her hand again to me.

Before you enter the room EDJ left a letter for you.

My love,

Congratulations.. you did it! Though you may not going to journey it with me since I lost you already but I am still here watching you from afar.

I think it is also giving closure to myself and trying to let go of the person I love the first time I met her. It was painful to know that she didn't choose me. She was may first on everything... first love.. first kiss... first sacrificial love.. first kilig... first crush.. first make love..

I remember myself followed you after you ran away crying when they announce you are 3rd placer. Sorry love if It made me happy. Coz if you are not third,.. you wont be crying that day.. and I wont. have the chance to be closer to you. and I thought that was it. But...

(I cant believe what I am reading now)

Destiny favored me even with the tragic moment we had with my family and I need to transfer school. Its like finding my love again.

I was like a stalker always hiding behind walls and doors. With all the feelings of having your crush ate the ice cream you left in her chair or the umbrella you left coz you want to protect her from being sick coz she dont want to back down being the top overall. or Looking at her while she was sitting in the roof top with the same spot you love when you want to be alone.
I'm sorry love.. i was the one who hide your math notebook. I found it but accidentally put FLAMES game on it with your name and mine.

How about her written open letter in the concrete telling you all the secrets she had even those were about me. I was kicking in the air while lying in my bed embracing the thought that my crush seems to be liking me too. or should I say.. my love will love me too.

All of it was like a sudden dream for me when I needed to left her just like that.. 2 years I came back for her.. we had unfinished business after we kissed.

Even asked her room mate to transfer different room just for me to fill in the space and get closer to her. I even don't study there and just followed her on some of her class. Creepy right.. but.. its my way of protecting her and make up for the time I wasnt there.

that night you gave in was my happiest and I thought you were already mine. but.. it was temporary until she chose different path of destiny.. its the path excluding me...

when you open the door.. you will see my most precious memories i had with this person and my favorite project I ever did in my entire life.

I love you my Love! and this is Goodbye <3

EDJ