𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

𝐅 𝐎 𝐔 𝐑

Lowen

"Squishy." A gentle knock was heard on my bedroom door before it opened, my dad's head peeked out from behind the door with a small smile on his face.

"Can we talk for a second?" He asked gently and I nodded at him in response.

He closed my bedroom door gently behind him, before he sat next to me on my bed. "I just want to tell you I'm not mad at you for getting detention today, principal Diaz contacted me and explained me about the situation, so please don't overthink this whole situation, you know how bad it is for your mental health." He explained softly, his hand squeezing mine softly.

I nodded with a tired sigh. "Thanks dad." I signed and rested my head on his shoulder.

We sat there in silence, just enjoying my dad's silent company. Sometimes he understood that I just want to sit next to him in silence without having a conversation.

"I'm going to start, dinner, take a nap in the meantime I'll wake you up if dinners ready." He kissed my forehead before leaving my room and I sigh.

I can't take a nap now, then I won't be able to sleep tonight and I'm not thrilled to toss and turn all night.

I sigh and decided to listened to some music while I wait for dinner.

• • •

"Shit, Ro, I don't blame you for having a crush on Ms. González, she's hot as fuck." Henry said and I groan.

"I don't have a crush on her." I signed to him, a glare on my face. A amused expression formed on his face and I rolled my eyes.

"Stop teasing me, you're going to be late for class." I sighed and made my way to English class. I heard his laughter from behind me and I scowled at the sound.

Asshole.

I entered English class and sat at the back at my original spot. Ms. González was busy with papers at her desk, completely focused on her task, not sparing one of us a single glance.

I got my books and pen out and waited for her to start class. Today she was wearing white slacks with a red silk blouse, with matching red heels. Her hair was in a high ponytail, exposing her sharp jawline, her long neck, her high cheekbones on expose.

Gorgeous.

Luckily today I was focused on what was going on today, I can see Ms. González glance at me from time to time, and it made me nervous to be under her penetrating gaze.

When the bell rings for the next period I packed my books and was about to walk about when I heard her sharp voice. "Lowen a word." I heard and I sigh under my breath.

I turn on my heels and made my way towards her desk, she handed me a paper and I gave her a confused look. "It's the schedule for where to meet me, today I can't meet but tomorrow meet me in the library, the rest of the details are on the paper." I nodded and gave her a smile, a way to show her I say thanks.

As if she reads my thoughts.

"You're welcome, Lowen." I gave her a little wave before heading out of her class.

It's so wrong to think about this, but Ms. González make me feel a lot of emotions that I didn't even know I can feel. I don't know what to do about the feelings that I'm starting to feel towards her but I know it's wrong and I have to shove them deep down and forget about them.

I can't possibly like my teacher.

She will never feel the same way as I feel about her, so the best way is to distance myself, but it's going to be difficult if I have to see her every single day after school if she helps me with my work.

I groan, feeling completely exhausted from everything. There's so much problems in my life that I don't even know what to do anymore.

I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and I fished it out and saw Henry sent me a text.

Henry ~ There's a party at Sloan tonight, you coming?

I guess I'm going partying tonight.

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~ R