16 year old Madison Green is a young ticktok singer and one day she gets the opportunity to sing in one of her favorite creator Phix. what will happen when they meet for the first time ? will they fall In love ??
I wake up to Phix sleeping right beside me on his back with his arm over his eyes and he looked so peaceful. I laid on my side and just observed him and I couldn't help but place my hand on his abs and just gently stroke his skin. Observing his tattoos closely.
I don't know where I'd be or what I'd be doing if I never have met Ian. He means so damn much to me that even if he was away from me than more than a hour, I cant stop thinking about him and I nearly lose my shit.
He is always there for me and we have created so many wonderful works of art together and he and dax are the reasons that I have gotten as popular as I have lately. I say that since the remix, My followers have tripled and its somewhere in the millions now. I am a creator full time and its thanks to the two most important people I have in my life. My man and my best friend. We have all even went to church together quite a few times.
We are all inseperable and unstoppable and I hope we always remain that way. Whenever any of us works together on a tiktok, or if me and Ian do a challenge video together for my channel, we all always have a good time. If I do choose to go solo soon, will my joy and passion change??
"You know I'm really enjoying what im doing right now."I hear Phix say so I look up and I see that he is actually awake and watching me intently with his arms behind his head with a smile on his face.
"Damn I was so lost in my own thoughts , I didnt even realize you were watching me?"
"Are you alright?"He asks me. He seemed to know that something was on my mind, bothering me.
"I am just thinking how it will feel once I go do solo projects. I am so use to and love the projects I do with others . Its the best time of my life and I always am so proud of myself. But I have yet to do a solo. I am scared I will lose the love and passion."I said and Phix pulls me to his chest and kisses my nose.
"You have nothing to worry about my love. You have a passion so strong that nothing can break it. You will always have that love ."He said and I smiled before kissing him softly before getting out of bed and after realizing I was still naked, headed to the bathroom. But before I leave the room, I turn to face Ian.
"Want to join me??" I asked with a wink and he smirks before getting up and followed me to the bathroom. Where we did alot more than cleaning ourselves.
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"You know that we got to film your music video for our song Flames today."Phix said and I sighed before pulling my weed box out and began the process of rolling a blunt. Phix just sits beside me and is writing down something.
"I know. I am excited. We worked so hard on writing it and now we get to practically make it come to life."I said and suddenly Phix cheered in the air and he hugs me.
"Baby whats going on?"
"You gave me an idea on a song. You wanna hear some of it?"He said with a big smile and of course I said yes. I will always support my man.
"Of course."
"I don't usually smoke, but I hit it when you rolled it It's like anytime they see us out together they know that There they go (there they go), yeah, they know We were so hot, the devil was getting so pissed I should've known when I had you, I ain't need nobody else People coming up to me, but I ain't need nobody's help And anytime they ask how I'm doing I try keeping it cool, but I can't just hold it in, I let it out"
Once he stopped, he looked over to me and was waiting for what I had to say about his new song. To be honest I am so proud of him for coming so far and I am deeply honored to be able to be by his side through it all. It makes me love him even more. But it feels so surreal. He wrote a verse about me. The song isn't done but I feel like its only going to get better.
"Its perfect baby. I am so proud of you. But I think I already know the answer to this but I am going to ask anyway. You said that i inspired that. So, Is the song about me? About us??"I asked and he nodded.
"It's the rise and fall of us. That's what it's about. The sad part about it was when we lost the baby girl.."He began, and the flashback begins.
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(Phix's Flashback)
A couple months ago me and Maddie were expecting a babygirl. She not long just told me about it and we are looking around at our friends and family. My side of the family absolutely adores Maddie. We all are very close as a unit.
But as me and Maddie are cutting the cake, everyone arounds us taking pictures of us. Sucha perfect moment to be able to remember for the rest of our long lives.
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(pretend that the picture above is of Maddie and Phix)
But suddenly Maddie groans in pain and all of a sudden she collapses to the ground and I managed to catch her before she hurt herself.
"Baby?!!! What's going on?? Are you okay??? "I asked , clearly worried.
She screams out and holds onto me for dear life. In that moment I felt absolutely useless, I didn't have a clue what was wrong with her and the fact that I couldnt do anything to take her pain away, made me feel like I was completely useless.
People gathered around us, and my mother gasped and she immediately had my attention.
"What is it mom??"I asked.
"She is bleeding honey. look!!"She pointed downwards and I followed and saw that she was right. She was bleeding pretty heavily.
"Oh my god baby!"I shouted in terror. WE all knew without a doubt what was happening.
"The baby is dying Ian!!"Maddie cried. It absolutely broke my heart because before we could even make it to the hospital, from the looks of it, it was too late to save the situation. The baby died.
We both were never the same after that.
(End of Adams flashback)
"I couldn't do a damn thing about it. We could have been a family.."Adam said as tears began to fall from his eyes. I immediately go over to him and pull him into my arms and kisses his forehead.
"We will have the opportunity to be a family one day. Maybe its not meant to happen for us just yet."I said and I felt like I was lying to myself. Tears fell from my eyes too. It hurt too much. I just wanted to grab a bottle of jack and head to the studio and just pour my heart out.
