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Happily Ever After (EPILOGUE)

Maddie's POV

As the years began to go by, i have been lucky enough to live the life I've lived. After the wedding, Adam and I went on our honeymoon to Japan. It was definitely a trip that we will never forget.

We even wrote a whole album together while we enjoyed our honeymoon. We did spa days , i got my nails done. We even had a massage together.

Within two years of marriage me and adam had our first child together.

Zane Alessandro....

He looks so much like his father , an exact copy. But it wasn't all good times. When Zane turned five , me and adam were expecting a baby girl that we were gonna name Avaleigh Zade. Named after my mom and Ava's little  brother. But she ended up being a stillborn.

Things were never the same after that. Adam and i began to fight a lot. I became depressed. I turned back to old habits. Drugs. Alcohol. Pills.

I even turned to self harm. I just wanted to die at that point. I kept it a secret from Adam long enough. But instead of being a comfort, he became angry and I didn't blame him. I would be angry too.

He wanted me to go to rehab but i refused and assured him i dont need it and i can get clean on my own. In result he took Zane with him and thats the night my marraige ended. It broke me. It hurt me more than words can describe.

So i made my own toxic concotion and let myself bleed out in the tub. The last sentence to ever leave my lips..

"I love you all. Goodbye my loves. Im sorry."

Then it went all dark for me and this time is different and this time i dont wake back up.

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Adam's POV

I couldnt handle it. I lost the love of my life. I am sitting on the couch, playing with my wedding band that i so far as refused to take off even though me and Maddie have been separated for a couple weeks now.

I wont lie , raising Zane on my own is harder then it looks. If maddie were here right now , shed know what to do. But my girl isnt here , shes on another path now.

I have my head in my hands, letting the tears fall and suddenly i feel a small hand on me. I look up my son .

"Whats up buddy?"

"I miss mommy. I wanna see mommy ."He begs me and it hurts because i keep refusing him but this time was different. I wanted him to see his mom too.

" Alright buddy. Lets go see mommy." He claps happily and we piled in my truck and headed to me and Maddies old home.

But just as i get close enough, i get a call from her manager.

"Im so sorry Adam. maddie is gone...shes dead."

Thats the day i lost everything. The worst part about it is that my son will never see his mother again. The guilt coursing through me will never go away.

Im sorry...

Im so damn sorry Maddie...

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THE END !!!!!