Betrayed By Someone Close(Urban Fiction)

To Be Pregnant, Or Not To be Pregnant !

Kim

Something is definitely up with Tj. I haven't talk to him since I mentioned I was pregnant. If I had knew he would of shut me out I would have kept that information to my self. He the one who said he didn't want secrets so I told him what was up. Shit , I don't need this bullshit at all. I don't even want this baby. If he don't want it either he just need to let me know so I can take my ass to the clinic and get rid of it. It don't matter to me one bit. I have to much going for myself. I don't need a baby right now. Call me selfish if you want , oh well.

Oh well I got a way I can get him talking to me.

Kim: I'm thinking about getting rid of the baby.

He didn't text me back right away.

Hmm he must be working or something. Oh well he will get it soon enough.

Tj: What the fuck you mean by that?
Kim: Just what I just said. I'm thinking about getting rid of it.
Tj: If u even thinking about having an abortion get that sick shit out your fucking head right now.

I don't know who the hell Tj think he is , but he is not my fucking daddy and this my damn body. I can do what the fuck I want with it.

Kim: Okay let me set you str8 right fucking now. For 1 you not my fucking daddy to be telling me what the fuck to do. For 2 nigga yo ass haven't even call , text , or even came by when I told you I been pregnant, and for fucking 3 this my damn body , I can do what the fuck I want.

This nigga had me heated man. I don't know who he think he is talking too. These pregnancy hormones wasn't nothing to play with. I'll snapped his ass up in too and wouldn't give a fuck about it til later.

Tj: Man fuck the bullshit. If you abort my baby, lose my number, stay away from me and my family. && don't think about contacting me ever again. Bye. Text or call me when u get some fucking sense.

Damn, hmm it was like that now? I don't even know what to do. What the fuck am I going to do with a baby at the age of seventeen. I'm basically still a child my damn self man. I don't want to lose Tj. So I have no choice but to keep this baby. Shit , what about my career? Would I still be able to have my career with a child? I feel so lost. I havent even told my mother yet not even my father. What would they think of me? They knew I was seeing Tj ,but I don't know if they knew we having sex or not. I really need to pray about this.

Lord Jesus I ask you to give me some answers on what to do about my situation. I am pregnant with my first child and I don't know what to do. I'm too young to raise a baby , I have my whole life ahead of me to have a baby. What should I do give me a sign God.
Amen

After I said me a prayer I laid on my bed and cry myself to sleep. When I woke up I felt a body beside me and a hand on my stomach. I knew it was Tj. Was that the sign God had for me?

"You awake?" Tj whispered to me.

"Yes I'm awake , what you doing in here?" I asked him turning on my back , looking straight at the ceiling and not at him.

"We need to talk Kim. I mean really talk." He said sitting up.

I looked over at him then. He had his head down and his hands over his face. When he do that he was gathering his thoughts.

"What do we need to talk about?"

"Us. Listen I told your parents you are pregnant, they seem shocked about it. Why didn't you tell them?" He looked over at me.

"I didn't know if I wanted to keep it or not." Not looking over at him.

"You really are thinking about aborting my baby?" He shaked his head at me. "Answer one thing for me."

"What?"

"Do you love me?"

Was that a trick question?

"You know I love you."

"Why you want to kill my baby?"

That made me gasped. Why did he have to say it like that for???

"Why would you say some shit like that to me?" I said getting up off the bed and walk to other side of the bed and stand in his face.

"Because that what you would be doing killing a baby who could have a good life in this world. A baby that is a part of me and you. A gift from God. Baby this is a gift. The most precious gift. You could ever give me. Please don't kill my baby. Please don't." He pulled me closer to him and put his head in my stomach and cried quietly.

That broke my heart to see Tj break down like this. I said a silent prayer in my head. Okay God you win , I won't get rid of my baby. I will keep it.

I lifted Tj head off my stomach and wiped his eyes looked him in the eyes.

"I'll keep the baby." I told him then hug him to me.