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𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 thinking about her after I left the coffee shop. She told me to have a good night. It made it clear to me that she cares about me and my feelings. I haven't stopped thinking about it either, that statement.
I'm sure if the muscles in my face could form a smile, I'd be smiling right now. Instead I just stared at my ceiling, incapable of getting any form of shut eye.
Maybe my body is still in a sugar rush, or maybe it was her sugar cube of a statement that got me all jittery.
I thought of her deeply. Every laughter, her smile, her hair, eyes, body. And her smell. I turned on my side and clutched my pillow as I inhaled.
She smells so good. Like perfume and risen yeast. I exhaled sharply through my nose as my body tingled.
Never in my twenty five years of life have I ever cared about female attraction. Stuff like that I never cared for. I was sucked in with mastering board games and solving crimes at a young age.
I don't know the first thing when it comes down to talking to Y/N. Other people I don't care for, therefore I can talk to them fine. But Y/N...you make me stammer over my words and clammer my thoughts.
I'm...my body twitched as I continued to think about her. The feeling in my lower region grew and my body got hotter and hotter.
What do I do with this news? Then I remembered. I laid onto my back and pulled my pants down just enough for my naked region to show.
I came across this site two years ago when we caught this creepy guy. Creepy is an understatement. He was a certified rapist and he had a collection of videos. All lead to a site. Pornhub.
I shouldn't have made it pique my curiosity the way it did, but two years ago was when I discovered what sex was.
"Oh my goodness L, what the hell are you doing?" Watari asks.
"I don't understand this stuff. Are they other victims to his crimes?"
"Are you serious? No, they're not."
"Really? And how can you be so sure?"
He grumbled and paused the video as the sounds from the woman got louder. I hummed. "She doesn't sound to be in distress."
"Because she's not." He grits out, his face red.
"Then what is it?"
"It's...I can't believe I'm explaining this of all things to you. It's sex that people watch. Okay? Ever heard of arousal?"
