"You don't turn away from me when I'm talking to you!"
"You don't get to talk to me like that Light! I already told you what was up. I'm not going to keep taking this shit from you. My store was broken into and you're surely not helping with paying for damages. Every day I'm loosing money here!"
I got to the store about two hours ago with Misa. Light was there waiting, yes waiting for me to show up since I wasn't returning any of his messages or calls this morning.
"I said I'm not done talking with you." He grits, grabbing my upper arm. We're in the bathroom, away from Misa who'd busied herself with cleaning and making calls to get new doors and surveillance for the store.
"Light you're hurting me."
He holds tighter. "I'm trying with you Y/N, really I am. Okay? You think I want to fight with you everyday? I don't."
Tears blur my vision. "I don't want to either Yagami, yet here we are. Last night was unnecessary and right now you're hurting me." I quiver. I hate fighting with him. I really do. Light has his nice side, I love his nice side, the side that cares about me, but when he gets like this, I just don't know him anymore.
He sighs, his hold loosening up. "I'm sorry. Y/N I'm sorry." I can't help it. "Come on don't cry. I said I was sorry. Let us work it out. I'm getting sent to therapy tomorrow for my anger. I'll be better." His soft voice then returns .
He hugs me, kissing my forehead. "I love you, Y/N." Hearing him say those words made me wonder. Light has a funny way of showing me he loves me. I never get why he's so angry all of the time and when I first got with him he was so quiet and so nice.
I return his hug. "I just don't want to fight Light." I sob. "I'm tired of fighting with you."
"I'm sorry." He whispers in my ear. There's a knock on the door before it opens. Misa pokes her head in, her brows creasing in concern.
"Hey, I don't mean to interrupt but the glass company is here to reinstall the doors and probably change the glass to something more durable. Everything alright?" She asks.
"Yeah Misa, everything's fine." He answers. I just stood there wiping my eyes. "We'll be out in a bit."
"Oh, okay. Oh right your dad is here and there're two detectives here. The creepy guy is one of them." She later responds. Misa leaves, leaving the both of us inside of the bathroom.
Light sighs, rubbing his hair back. I wipe my eyes, forcing back more tears. He paces, reaching the sink and leaning against it. He says nothing as I ease over to wash my face.
Before I can walk off he grabs me gently this time. My heart palpates. Light doesn't say anything, instead he lets his actions speak for him. He kisses my cheek, then my neck.
"Stay the night tonight. I'll make it up to you."
I look at myself in the mirror, my eyes red and nose a bit bigger because of my sniffling. Like I said, what really gets me is his nice side. That side I love.
"Okay."
Light tilts my chin and leans in, kissing me. I don't feel a spark, I don't feel a hit of arousal either. All I feel is my heart beating nervously as I think about L and what we did last night. It felt amazing, he was gentle, he took his time.
I want someone to love me, not fight with me every time. But Light has anger issues. Who knows what happened to him when he went to juvie.
I ease away from him, wiping my eyes again before leaving the bathroom with Light seconds behind me. When we reach the front Mr.Yagami, his father, and two other people are with him. The same cops from that day, including L.
