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𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 I'm trying to do something, anything, Light just has to come and fuck it up for me every single time. And it's wrong, to stand here and seduce a man I barely know, but it's been a while since I've been this horny. Through two years of dating Light... we've only had sex ten times. And all of those occurrences has been two months ago.
Now it's just arguments mostly.
"Y/N open this door!"
I grabbed L's hand and had him follow me upstairs. I went to the my room and had him hide in the closet.
"Shouldn't I-
"Shh. Just stay here." I grabbed a sweater and threw it on before skipping downstairs. The banging didn't stop. I opened the door and crossed my arms.
"What the hell do you want and why the hell are you banging on my door like that?"
Light narrowed his eyes at me and looked me up and down. He then sighs.
"Why aren't you answering my calls? Hm?"
"Yagami, all you ever want to do is argue. I don't have time for back and forth with you. Nothing is improving. Not only that you were the one that came to me for a relationship."
"You agreed didn't you?"
"Because I thought you were cute. And-
"I'm sorry, alright?" It's all the same with him. He becomes so distant, then gets angry when I talk to other people or when he sees other people talking to me, then we argue, and then he says sorry, and things are good for some time before history repeats itself.
And like a damn fool...I take him back. Every. Single. Time.
"Can I come in? We could talk about this."
L is upstairs. I kissed him, wore a two piece and seduced him close to sex. Fuck! What the hell, Y/N, do you love Yagami or not? Actually, it isn't a question really...I do have feelings for Yagami, I really do, but the things he does and the way he treats me makes me question that sometimes.
And it makes me ask, "Do you even love me Yagami?" He sighs. Yagami took a step forward so close he stood inches away from my face.
"Let's talk about it." He whispers. I could feel myself get teary eyed. "Come on let me in." Yagami leaned in, playing a kiss on my cheek before inviting himself in. I should've never gotten inside of a relationship with him. I was doing perfectly fine without him or anyone for that matter.
Bad relationship after bad relationship just to end up in another iffy one. I'm tired of it.
Yagami led us upstairs and to my room. Part of me forgot that L was here until Yagami closed the door. He took a seat on the bed, holding my hand and staring up at me before he dropped my hand. I wiped my eyes and crossed my arms.
