Namjoon's pov:
Taehyung has become more obsessive over the year my sons were growing healthy, I felt blessed for them. He has become more dark mentally his menace has surpassed his predecessors he was controlling whole Europe. His grandfather has gifted me new castle I shift my family there. I become more like him, he trained me to be like him. I don't like to go outside although now I was free to move around. He like me in feminine clothes but I also had some respect and ego. It is very reason I denied I don't want to become a cool sight for people. I mostly do online shopping, I keep eye on our fashion houses, modeling agencies and casinos. It became my responsibility to cover up any mess and controversy. I also completed my education online for which I am thankful to his grandfather.
Yoongi his maternal cousin became my best friend over the time. We share our sorrows, happiness and many other moments. Until his man Jung Hoseok came to his life he was, Korean mafia who abducted him when he was twelve. But Taehyung took no action because he was his best friend. It really annoys me how they can just keep anyone they set eyes on. Yoongi was the most sassy and arrogant person I have ever seen in my life but he always submits to Hoseok.
He broke him since childhood, Hoseok put his fear in his heart and mind he even asks him before sipping water. He was more controlling than Taehyung.
I was massaging coconut oil on my chest, they were sore and hurt due to constant nursing. Victor was more controlling and dominating he habit of pushing his brothers away from me. Specially feeding time was war time no matter how much I scold him? Try to calm him? He never listens his amber eyes hold same possessives his father holds for me. He was year younger than my boys yet he dominates them. Taehyung surely make him his heir. Although he never took care of them, nowadays Taehyung was ignoring me. I sent to his office they told me he us busy, I called him his secretary told me he is with investors. It's been two weeks and he didn't came home.
Enough was enough I went to his family home, his mother welcomed me I asked her about him but as usual she had no idea she was in captivity in her own house by her husband because she talked to another man. These man got no chills when it comes to their partners. I went to his grandfather who shrugged it off like it is nothing. When I met Veronica she seemed better, I tried to ignore her.
"Namjoon, how is Victor?" She asked I told my maid to bring boys.
She ran to Victor but that boy clutched to my leg throwing tantrum seeing his mom.
"Victor I am mom" she said I also nudged him to her. I was not heartless person I have showing that brat picture of his mother for three years but he didn't budge.
"No no, my momma is it" he kissed my legs leaving his drool. It gripped my heart this boy really loves me. He pushed her and came in my lap hugging me tightly hiding his face in my neck. He slept like this giving no place to my boys.
"He really loves you, you must have taken good care of him" she told me.
"I am sorry. I have always been bad to you but I want to give you a suggestion don't fall for him he is not worth it. Keep an eye on him don't get me wrong but.. but you should fight more to keep your throne" with that she kissed my forehead and left.
I was confused, I decided to leave for our home I said my byes to only people who gave me some respect.
I told driver to buy some happy meal for kids and ice cream it was late. When I saw his car I left kids with maid and took a cab. He was in his hotel in high party, he has beauty with him. My eyes blurred he went with him, hand in hand. I went inside his hand was busy roaming his curves. He introduced him to everyone there he never asks me attend his professional parties. He took him in personal room I watched them making out so he is busy with him. I went out broken I was thankful that I was wearing hood I saw Antonio waiting my his car.
He came with him hand on his waist. I went quietly I went to my boys room I cried until I slept. I woke up but he didn't came no text no message for me. It was victors fourth birthday I decide have celebration in my home I invited his family. Some mocked me some accepted I also sent card to his office. I decided to give chance to him so I specially took care get ready for him. I wore his favorite green color. His grandfather was happy, his mother came with hefty gifts Seokjin and Yoongi were also there I didn't told anyone anything.
I was waiting for him but he didn't came I cut cake alone some members already left. I was on verge of crying when he came with him. They all went to greet them it was surprising that everyone knew him they were giving him great importance. When his maternal aunt nudged me "real highness is back, look at you. Your services are no longer required" I stilled there.
He sat there with family member he didn't spare me a look. Like I was invisible, I went near "oh, Jimin I we missed you so much"
"Oh you are more beautiful than before, I must say you are angelic please come to dinner,".
"Oh son, you didn't miss Ami Habibi I missed you, just tell what you like I'll cook for you"
"Now you are not leaving never ever"
They all were in love with him o can see and hear. I took my children inside changed their clothes and put them to bed. Victor was throwing tantrum he pushed my shirt to get his milk. No matter how hard I tried he still want his booboo.
My head was throbbing in pain I felt deceived. I slept there in my childrens room nobody came to me, nobody ask for me, like I didn't exist.
In morning breakfast was prepared for whole family everyone was staying in my mansion I didn't went and nobody called me. I was hungry since yesterday I went to kitchen I asked them prepare something.
"So for lunch today...." I was about to complete.
"Everything is prepared per order" chef told me I was surprised. "What who told you?" I asked
"Today everything was prepared specially for his big... Mr Jimin" maid told me but I heard. I heard it already I felt punch in my stomach. I ate nothing I left but I didn't miss their muffled laugh and mutters behind me.
I told driver to take me to Veronica she is only one who can tell me what's going on.
"Oh Namjoon welcome, and how's my babies doing" she ask bugging victor
"You are not my mom" he glared and went in my lap.
"Baby, go to your brothers, play outside" I told him he sent reluctantly.
"Yesterday was amazing, you organized fantastic party" she told me happily. She became my friend over the years she has established her own business and has Greek boyfriend.
"Who is Jimin?" I asked she looked nervous.
"Nic I asked you something?" My voice broke.
She hugged me, caressing my cheek "Namjoon he.. he is his past. But you are his present" she gave me neutral answer.
"You are not answering me, I want to hear truth Veronica he is ignoring me, he didn't came to me its been three months. Yesterday he came with him and nobody looked at me like I don't exist. Am I not enough, his beauty out shined my sacrifices. I did everything for him, but they never even asked me how I am feeling? Am I nothing look at me, I don't even recognize myself he made me this. I raised his sons I fed them from my body. I took his anger, obsession and love. He took everything from me." I cried.
"He,.. his mother never told me call her Ami , his members always ignored me treated me like pest. But they are head over heels for him" she hugged me we both cried .
"Namjoon I am sorry I had no idea he is back, he is his cousin from swedish family they both grew together he took him as his second body they shared everything since their teenage. He is mad for him Jimin hold power that no one hold over him. I can o my say if he is back it.. it mean" Veronica chewed her words.
"It means I am worthless" I completed her sentence. I stayed there for next few days hoped that someone calls me ask for me but none. Veronica took great care of me boys were playing in garden when Antonio came to me. "your highness your presence is required at mansion," he told me.
"I am not in mood, plus it's my mansion. I can go whenever I want. Why don't you go and move your tail for your real master or I can say real highness" I told me. He also betrayed me I hate him too.
"It's ab order" he said I rolled my eyes I took boys and sat in car I wanted to see what's happening in my mansion the home I created. Antonio was giving me weird expressions "Antonio I suggest you to never call me with that title again or I'll have your head" I told him.
We came back in lounge I could hear laughs and chatting. I came with Victor in my arms and Cenan, Aslan on my sides. They didn't bother to look at me but I heard murmuring.
"So you are finally back?" Taehyung said from his chair sipping his favorite vodka.
I went my room I put my children to their beds changed my clothes. I took off all my jewelry and makeup that I use to wear for him. I put on plain black shirt and pants. I came to kitchen to make something for my boys. I prepared their favorite Korean chicken and ramen. I took it to their room no maid helped, neither I asked. I was feeding them when Jimin came.
"Hey! I wanted to meet you but you seem busy, today I specially asked to meet you but you seem busy" he said in tone full of pride.
I had no intention of showing him my weak side "yes! As you can see I am busy person I have three children go take care of, being mother has special responsibilities".
He raised his eyebrows he came slowly and took spoon from me feeding my sons who accepted what he was feeding.
He went back "don't think too high of yourself I give damn about you" I told him.
He turned back giving me smirk.
I took back all dishes in kitchen I washed them and put them back. I came outside when I bumped in him again.
"Still ignoring me!" He asked I didn't want to talk him I just wanted to sleep. I passed him when he took my wrist to stop me I glared him "ohhh I am scared, haha no I am not but I can smell fear on you. You saw us there right man in gray hoodie was you I must say you have patience of saint". Jimin smiled at me.
I was flared up, I slapped him "I don't fear you, I am.... I " I had no idea what to say when he slapped me back my head hit wall. He seem short and delicate yet his hit was powerful I threw vase at him. The sound brought guards one of them slapped me hard enough that I fell on glass table. Glass pierced my left shoulder due impact of fall I saw stars.
All family members came rushing to Jimin, I saw him he also went to him while I was laying in blood pool. I saw him hugging him whispering something to him he never showed me his delicate loving side. I broke that day, no one gave me attention I stood up after gaining some stability. I shoulder was throbbing in pain. Ami came to me I stopped her with my hand I limped tommy room leaving trail of blood and humility behind me. I went to my room maids Yoongi came after sometime I know he was not there but he is been called. He took me doctor I was passed out in my room due to blood lost.
