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Namjoon's pov:
He soaked in Tae's shower I can't help but laugh he was laying down like wounded soldier. He looked at me asking for help, I simply picked Tae and took him for bath, he is little devil full of mischief. I bathed him he slept during dry up. Victor came in bath robe, "hey! Where we are going to sleep?" He asked me showing me his bag. I raised my eyebrow at his question "not we, you! You will sleep in guest room while I'll sleep here with kids" I told him picking clothes and tidying room. He huffed rolling his eyes "did you just roll your eyes?" I asked him he turned "yeah! I just did" he told me picking his bag and left.But came back again "you forgot fo tell me where is your guest room?" He asked me
"Uh! Yeah sorry I completely forgot to prepare it give me ten minutes please" I told him I took clean bedsheets, comforters and other things for him. I opened windows for a while and tidy it. I know he is a messy person and can't find simple things like his watch, cufflinks even towels so I hung clean towels, for him. Water bottle with glass near his bed side, slippers and yes I don't have to set his other things, I guess.
"Your r.....?" And there he is sleeping with kids I looked at them Tae and V sleeping with slightly open mouth and eyes. I took my phone and clicked some memories, on the hand Jisoo sleeping mouth open ready for any fly to fell in her small mouth just like me. V was holding pinky finger of Jisoo while putting his head slightly near to Tae. I wish he was here when they were born, when I can't sleep in nights due to pain in my pelvis region and had to wear pampers as I was leaking blood like slaughtered animal, there were many ifs?.
But I can't let them destroy my this moment, I sat near Tae as both kids were in middle of us. I looked at him reading his features he looked so innocent, I wanted to kiss him but I can't. I slept I opened my eyes to huff "no baby I am not mama I don't have milk in my titties, shhhhh shhhh mama is sleeping" I look at him with one eye open. He was whispering to Jisoo who was trying to suck on his buff chest his bath robe was open.
"Shh,do you eat, ammm noodles?" He tired to ask her I can't help it "hey! Don't you dare she is only six months old" I told him picking Jisoo. "But she was trying to suck on me" he whispered yelled. Tae scrunched his nose in annoyance "keep quiet if he wakes up you will nurse him because I don't have energy to handle him okay!" I told him.
He nodded I quickly opened my shirt completely I didn't want to sleeping tiger. Jisoo lunged on my nipple I knew she didn't had much soup and milk she was busy in beating her brother. My eyes were getting heavy, Jisoo slept too I didn't realize my other breast was painfully heavy. I tried Jisoo to nurse on other side but she only whined in sleep. I decided to pump it out I can't sleep with pain when I saw him, looking at my breast with hunger in his eyes. I quickly hide them he looked at me like kicked puppy "stop looking at them" I told him.